euphoria

goodbye blogger (:

2007-05-08T16:36:00.006+08:00

i've moved to here.

except for the fact that i can edit the template code myself on blogger, wordpress is so much better, though it took me quite sometime to figure out the controls. i'm not intending to delete this blog but i guess i'm just gonna leave it here. please relink me but i guess it's your choice.

so long blogger. (:

oh and check out my photoblog here.

rawr!

2007-04-29T01:08:00.000+08:00

rawr! it was last thursday. i found out something rather shocking. well the day started with P talking about the newspaper report on project work results that was on the straits times that day. the information was actually gathered from people's blogs and phone-ins. so she talked to us about blogs, that we shouldn't write all the stuff we do and so on. yeah right. like i give her a damn. i write what i want. so long as it's not something that will get me in trouble or morally wrong, it's perfectly fine in my eyes. i'm perfectly fine with SPH coming here and ripping off what i write.

well the main thing is not that. during GP that day, mrs muru started the lesson by talking about what P said as well. i don't really care but the thing was that she told us she was looking through our blogs and she found out that we had wanted to change our GP tutor before. what surprised me is that she actually found out blogs. ok i admit if one actually puts in the effort it's really easy because everybody's blog in the school is probably all linked up one way or another. but still, it was quite a freaky thought. and what makes it even worse is that she told me she got to my blog first. how the hell did she get my link in the first place? and she said the school actually knows all our blogs. CRAP. that's a scary scenario.

ok i figured my url is kinda easy to find on google considering it basically just my name. oh well. i contemplated changing my url but decided against it since it's too much trouble and it'll be too easy to find it yet again. there's no point.

so yeah. basically the conclusion is that teachers and the PRINCIPAL included actually are able to find and read our blogs so easily. well on one hand it's bad but to be honest it kinda cool to know that no matter what happens in school, we can always just come back home to rant it all out on our blogs and let them (SPH/mediacorp) know. don't mess with bloggers. (:

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i had CIP today with the house council. it was at some moral home for the aged at tanah merah area. we met 9.15am at tanah merah. thank God i asked weili give me a morning call. i was afraid i'll ignore the alarm in the morning, which i really did by switching off the alarm and going back to sleep so i asked her the previous night. indeed, i thank God i did, or i would have overslept like nobody's business.

travelling to tanah merah brought back memories of secondary school life. taking bus 228 or 66 then switching to 14 or 222. argh. i miss secondary school. PA, all the soccer, makan-ing at 85 market, climbing of stairs (114 step climb just to go up to the school and another 5 story climb to get to class. so stop complaining we need to climb a lot in sajc.), the long walks to our bus stop with ryan and the many others, macs and long john and so much more. i miss them.

anyway the whole CIP was quite fruitful. i helped clean the home and interacted with the old folks a bit before helping to serve lunch. basically that's it. did more interaction and and then we left. it was quite an experience seeing them as most were in their 80's or 90's and some over a 100 years old. well it was quite worth it.

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service was good today. it was rev dr robb thompson who preached and he really said some things that really got me thinking. after the service, we celebrated merrill's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERRILL! YOU'RE 18! GOD BLESS! (:

pretty much the usual after that. gave bible study, slacked around, ate, sent ginny home and nothing much else. she stubbornly refuse to listen to me when i told her not to buy ice-cream since she's sick. irritating.

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an extended weekend or not. that's the question. (:

live from bedok reservoir road.

2007-04-25T19:47:00.000+08:00

last friday was sports day, and i'm proud to say it was very much a success. (:

well in the beginning when i first got the news that sports day is going to have only one track event, i admit i thought it is going to be screwed up. but now, i have to say it's great. kudos to the j1s who executed the event. they did a good job. (:

the main highlight of the day was probably the musical chairs. yes you heard me right. musical chairs for sports day. that was my reaction when i first heard it myself. but the fact is, it was fun! teachers and students participated in it and the last two people left at the end was khalid and ji wen lao shi, which khalid proudly won. it engaged not only the crowd (well that's for those who were kind enough to at least get their butts off the gallery to stand up and watch. there were dozens of people who didn't even bother moving. i wonder why they came to school.), but also the teachers including P and VP. (:

well sports day ended well for me, at least because hose won the house cup. yay!

it was won by romanis last year but i guess lady luck was on our side this time round. i have to say romanis cheered better than us because all we did (no thanks to those who didn't even make a sound. worse than a mouse.) was that we made a lot of noise. but the bottom line is that we won. (:

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well i kinda fell sick on friday night after cell group. it's kinda weird because i was feeling fine till like halfway through the sermon when i started to feel tired. shortly after leaving grace's house my nose tap turned on, and i felt horrible. thought i'll be fine after the night's rest but when i woke up the next morning with my nose was still blocked. it got better during the day while at church but it came back at night after giving bible study. it got worse after sending ginny home. how weird is that?

woke up with my nose again still blocked on sunday morning. oh well. met up with junni at marine parade library to study. thank God i didn't feel so bad there. anyway came home for dinner and in the night it got worse again. i was kinda having pre-fever symptoms. yeah that's what i call it. i was feeling anything but alright. -.-

woke up on monday and i didn't feel really right, but still decided to go school. i decided to take a green slip to go home after chem lecture though. was just feeling too tired. it wasn't really a full blown fever but just couldn't bother. i shouldn't have gone to school in the first place.

didn't go school on tuesday, partly because i didn't want to as well. figured it wasn't worth it since there's only one lecture and i'm not completely well yet. still, i went for leader's meeting at night though. it was really good. it gave me the spark to make sure i have quality quiet time everyday once again, which i have to admit i've been struggling for quite some time already. praise God. (:

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live from abbey street. notice the pun made in my title. yeah. the show is really damn cool man. watching all the various bands and artists

perform in the renowned studio. EVERY TUESDAY 11PM

ON ARTS CENTRAL. A MUST WATCH. though i keep missing half the show every week because i can't make it back home in time after leader's meeting. sad.

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this is the last week of april. which means last week for building fund. after this week i'll have fulfilled my building fund. yay! praise God. and i can start spending already. yay! praise God even more. i seriously want a new bag.

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it's pouring now at bedok reservoir road. do hope it keeps going on. it will seriously aid me in getting some good sleep. haven't been sleeping well since last friday. i guess that's all for now.

-.-

2007-04-19T17:39:00.000+08:00

daryl --

[adjective]:

Like in nature to a banana peel

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

i know i like bananas. but this...

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

teenage mutant ninja turtles. what?! -.-

benny hinn. one word. tremendous.

2007-04-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

i had service at singapore indoor stadium last week. benny hinn conference. it was TREMENDOUS. i don't really know how to describe it but yeah it was hell good. you really have to be there to experience it yourself man.

i'm still feeling sore about missing friday and saturday night of the conference. friday was just plain wasted that i missed it because of the stupid meeting. saturday i can't really help it because it's my grandmother's birthday, though i have to say it's really a waste of time as well because i just sat there and stoned for the whole dinner. so i could only make it for sunday. met up charmaine and ate dinner at macs before taking a cab down to SIS. we reached around 1.30pm. the members were there queuing at 12pm already. haha.

what makes the fact that i missed two out of three services worse was that i was serving choir. it was such a PRIVILEGE to be singing for the conference! we got our choir tags when we reached SIS and went in shortly. the entire choir was sitted behind the stage. it was just damn cool. we practiced for a while till around 3.30pm and we got a break. service started shorly at 4pm.

the feeling of singing in front of the whole audience was just exhilarating man. it was just so good. benny hinn blessed the choir, saying it's the best choir he ever had. haha. and the best thing is that he said we might get a chance to go to Israel together with him during his trip this november. he will try to make arrangements for us to go. of course we need to pay, but it'll be so much cheaper compared to church's one. i really hope it comes to pass man. i can't imagine going to Israel to sing. and i do pray that it won't clash with A levels, even though it highly likely because my last paper is on 22 november which is so late. ok. let's not talk about the sad things.

service lasted for 4.5 hours. it was crazy. i actually sat there for like close to 7.5 hours altogether. when service ended i was like 'hmm.. how come it seems so short. doesn't even feel 2 hours yet.' then i looked at my phone and it showed 2030. -.-

had a short debrief and i went to find the cell group with charmaine. some of them went for dinner but it was kinda a little late so i decided to go home. took the shuttle bus out to kallang mrt. merrill was telling me about this year's POS and that saturday was damn good. crap. oh well. took 21 home. the entire experience was truly unforgettable.

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like i said last saturday's dinner, it was held at paramount hotel. i literally didn't talk for the whole of the dinner except for small greetings and a short chat with a cousin. i don't even know his name. -.- i'm not very close to my family or relatives much at all. i feel like i'm just kinda out from my whole family relations, partly is because i dun speak cantonese (my father's side is cantonese), which they keep doing and speaking to me in that and expecting me to understand and reply, and also partly because i don't really care. there's a lot of other reasons la, but it's complicated. i can't even get it right who's kelvin, who's melvin, and who's alvin, who are my cousins. but never mind. it's not as if i talk to them. i haven't since God know how many years ago.

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nothing much happened this week. grace told me something sad on monday regarding ginny, but it's not really appropriate to mention here. went for it yesterday and then to ymca with grace after it for leader's meeting. naturally ginny couldn't come because of what happened. yeah.

cell group resumes this week. yeah. yesterday's leader's meeting said that cell group format is going to change slightly. haha. well it's quite good. i can't wait for friday. (:

Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Feeling

You are:

Tolerant, flexible, and open to new ideas.
A stickler for integrity and authenticity.
Passionate about causes, beliefs, or politics.
Likely to have many "best friends" from many walks of life

What's Your Personality Cluster?

i'm neither introverted nor extroverted. i don't take on their extreme sides. but i am definitely lively and open. as in i will open up and talk if i want to. but if i'm to be categorised to one of them, tests normally show that i'm introverted, and i feel that way too. i don't think you reading will get what i mean. -.- never mind. you can always get know me better. (:

Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

yeah i admit i have a high EQ. (:

friday the thirteen - a depressing day

2007-04-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

i got back my project work results today. i got an excellent D. wow. great.

for those slow people (haha sorry weili i just have to mention your name ), i was being damn sarcastic. mabel chia told the whole j2 that 75% of us got As, Bs, and Cs. which means 25% got Ds and below. what the hell is wrong with her man? that's equivalent to saying nothing at all. i'll help her correct her words. in reality, 70% got Cs, 5% Bs, and less than 1% As. to be exact, only 6 students got a freaking A grade. of course the figures are what i made up, but you just can't deny it. personally i only know one person who got a B in sajc. of course there are friends of my friends who got Bs, but that's not the point. the point is that so many people got Cs and Ds. conclusion: sajc's project work sucks.

everyone is my class got a D except 3 people who got C. can you believe that? and my friends are telling me everyone in their class got C except a few who got D. WHAT THE HELL. everyone seems to be getting Cs and Ds. if that's the case just say so. don't bloody hell cover it up by saying 75% got As, Bs, and Cs. that's deceiving us and also deceiving the school. and to think it came from the VP. mabel chia. what a bitch. i'm sorry, but that's just the case. made us happy for nothing. i thought at first that most of us will be getting As and Bs. what the heck. conclusion: sajc's project work sucks.

i asked ginny about her results. well she got A. i'm happy for her. (: and vj has 40% of the people getting As. she asked if i was feeling alright. i told her no i'm not. seriously i wasn't feeling alright at all then.

i asked merrill about his results. he got B while all his group mates got C. i'm happy for him too. and he told me arison got C. (: i still don't know about linkai yet.

i asked baoying about her results. she got A. i'm happy for her too. (: and the lowest grade in mj is C.
conclusion: sajc's project work suck BIG time.

according to mr lim it was our written report which screwed up. and coincidentally, MS K was the one who marked it. great. i'm not saying anything. ok maybe just one. screw you kalyani kausikan.

what makes it sadder is that mr lim said we could be expecting As and Bs before. never mind that. it's over.

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our class became super emo today. haha. we made a video singing along to the song just so you know and without you. anuaar wrote emo words on his wrists. weixuan acted as if he wanted to jump. partly because the msp students might get kicked out of college, but i highly doubt so though. it's damn sad to think about it.

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i had house meeting today. according to the message relayed it was supposed to be a briefing. so i thought it won't be that long. it turned out to be a sort of dry run of sports day for the j1 running for house. crap la. i'm supposed to sing for benny hinn's conference today. but because of that last minute meeting in which we did nothing because all it involved were the 5 who planned the thing, i couldn't make it. like what the hell la. why call us there when we aren't needed? i practiced so long, in the end i have to miss singing.

i ended at 6pm. we were supposed to meet at the singapore indoor stadium at 4.30pm. great ah. i couldn't even rush there in time because doors close at 6.20pm according to charmaine. no chance of taking a cab because i forgot about the surcharge so i had no money. by that time i can't reach in time even if i don't sing. so i went home. and what's worse is that my phone died of low battery. so i had no way of contacting grace to tell her i can't make it.

went to charge the phone when i reach home. guess what i found out. grace msg me that ian wants to meet all the leaders and helpers after the sv. i'm NOT at the sv. i keep missing all the leader's meetings. crap la. it doesn't feel right. seems like something always clashes with church meetings. i'm getting sick of this man.

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i can't make it for sv tomorrow because of my grandma's birthday dinner. not that i even want to go. i'd rather go for benny hinn. but the thing is my face just have to be there at the dinner even though it doesn't make a difference. i'm not close to my cousins. i dun mingle with my relatives. i don't speak cantonese even though i'm one, but they all just keep babbling on and on. i'm just going there to waste 3-4 hours of my time stoning and eating. i'm going for the sake of going. i'm going for my parent's sake so they'll be happy. how can this be enjoyable?

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this friday the thirteen has just been a damn lousy day.

electricity

2007-04-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

i didnt go sch td. didnt want to. didnt felt like it. partly also because jerry chua pissed me off ytd. didnt want to see him td. pe is at 430pm td. i'm not gonna wait so long for it when lessons end at 230pm and all i'll be doing is to sit around cuz i've finished napfa. so instead of trying to think of an excuse to skip pe, i might just as well skip sch. simple yet so effective. i didnt really miss anything though. just a bio lect i suppose. that's ok. i won't miss anything from maths cuz the freaking LT goes so slow, and that tan hong cheong refuse to let me to go to the CC. screw him. i swear i'll proof him wrong in bt2.

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ok let's talk about electricity now. for 18 years of my life, i've nv really appreciated you. i took you for granted. i wasted you a fair bit. i nv told you how impt you are to me. i switch you on as and when i like, leave you running as long as i wanted to, and switch you off when you're no longer needed. i didnt give a damn about you. today, that's all gonna CHANGE. you see. electricity to my block was cut off td from 9am to 5pm because there was some rewiring work going on. that's a freaking 8 hours of living like a caveman.

AT 9AM, the fan in my room stopped rotating, i was awake then so i saw it. yeah i knew about the electricity cut so i went back to slp. when i woke up i just slacked around. at that time i'm still relatively cool.

AT 12PM, after coming back home from my lunch downstairs, all sweat broke lose. yeah you heard me. ALL PERSPIRATION BROKE LOSE.

NO COMPUTER, NO TV, NO RADIO, NO FRIDGE, NO AIR-CONDITIONING, NOT EVEN A BLOODY FAN. NO NOTHING! can you imagine how i felt? my house just became a SAUNA! i've nv felt so horrible. all i can do was to go do my work. yes i can go macs to study but in the afternoon it's damn crowded, and i ain't got any cash to spend on the the license.

so what did i do? i opened the windows (as in really 'opened' the windows) and the grills as well. then guess what? the sun directly shun in. -.- fine. nvm. that aside, it's better to feel a little more ventilated while sweat beads kept dripping down my face. half the time while doing my chem i was so tempted to just go lock myself in the fridge. yes it's not working as well but at least it's 20°C cooler than the sauna.

fast forward to 5pm. i looked at my home phone. the caller id lit up. WOW! electricity is back! like a crazed fanatic, i ran to the fridge and opened it, welcoming a rush of cold air at 13°C (taking the temperature to be 33°C at that time). then i went back to my room and switched on the fan, amazed that the blades are actually rotating automatically. i walked to the computer, switched it on, enjoying the melodious sound produced by the speakers as windows starts up. ten-ten-ten-ten (pronounced 'd'-en), followed by ten-ten-ten-ten-ten-ten as i logged in.

this 8 excruciation hours has sure taught me a lesson. how millions of charged electrons congregating together as a flow can be such a powerful force to be reckoned with. they have the power to turn, to rotate, to blow, to cool, to do practically everything. no wonder scientists all around the world are trying to harness the power of this incredible ally. 20¢ per kW. you sure are worth every cent. all hail the supreme electricity.

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ok. what daryl have done is that he has just demonstrated how dependent he is on electricity. great. (:

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You Are a Mac

You are creative, stylish, and super trendy.
You demand the best - even if it costs an arm and a leg.

Are You a Mac or a PC?

cool. though if i'm gonna get a laptop i'm not sure if i'll get a mac. considering though. but that's for after army. -.-

how rare is my personality?

2007-04-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.

Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men
You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

pissed. unhappy.

2007-04-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

feeling crap now. seems like everybody in the world has smth on and is busy and i'm the most free. wth. yes daryl doesnt have anything to do. he's damn free. too much time to spare. damn it.

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not really a great time to get unhappy but i cant help it. it's easter td. going for sv later to help out though i dun have friends td.

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not in a mood to write anything else. going to QUEUE soon. nvm.

last thing.

THANK YOU LYNN KOK FOR LENDING

ME YOUR MATHS NOTES TO COPY

AND FOR ALL THE 8 DAYS YOU'VE

LENT ME. :)

big, bold and highlighted enough? you should be happy. :)

what's my element?

2007-04-05T15:04:00.001+08:00

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

block test.

2007-04-03T16:10:00.000+08:00

it's quite sad. got back all but my econs and bio essay papers up till now. didnt do well. crap la. i studied la. and i studied hard. yes i nv studied maths so the lousy results i got for it is expected. but for chem and bio i had really expected myself to get a B or worse case a C. turn out i got a miserable screwed up freaking bloody S for chem. that's so far from what i expected la. how pathetic. really reminds me of this pic below. studied so much yet no results to show of it.

i gave what mr lim said after giving out the chem paper td some thought. he told us that for those who really studied, if you didnt get good results, maybe it's because of all the fear and stress and not that we don't know how to do the paper. if we flip through the paper, there're so many qns that you wonder why you ain't able to do it right during the exams. if i am to do the paper again now i will be able to get v good marks. felt that that's very true. really. if i am to do the paper all over again now without the answers i'm sure i won't be getting a bloody S.

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sitting near the top rows in the LT and looking down during maths lect td, i noticed smth that really made me reflect on my actions. had maths lect in the LT td instead of the CC cuz they spilt us up according to our bt1 results. LT was supposed to be the lousier batch. previously i was in the CC cuz they split us up according to our promos results. looking at the number of pple slping and the attitude from above, such a significant difference to that in the CC. it really made me thinking of what i was doing last year when i just kept slping through everything. resulted in me having so much i need to catch up now. i admit i was wrong. i admit i was too slack. this year, at least i've stopped slping and started paying more attention now. hope it's not too late.

another thing i realised is the power of the lecturer. when i was in the CC, the lecturer was the maths hod. and though she went fast but i could catch what she was teaching, absorb and understand. i don't feel sleepy or confused. screw the crap about 'which lecturer teaching doesnt make a diff. what matter is the student.' like it or not, the style and VOICE of the lecturer does makes a diff. like it or not, there are GOOD and there are bloody BAD lecturers. td in the LT, it was just dead boring and i felt slpy. not to mention i don't understand what she taught at all. i swear the nxt maths lect i'm gonna move back to the CC regardless of my results.

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you should be able to tell them i'm kinda feeling a little emo. but heck. wanna go cycling but i'm not sure if there's leader's meeting later so i won't be going yet. and anw i'm too lazy to increase the fonts of all my previous posts as you can see. this new template requires me to increase the size of my fonts everytime i post or it'll be so freaking small. that's all i guess.

how virgo am i?

2007-04-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

You are 67% Virgo

How Virgo Are You?

well i'm a virgo after all. (:

napfa.

2007-04-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

as you can see i changed my template. haha. cool eh? spent quite some time on it. if you're wondering, the 'my eternity' is supposed to mean God's love for us is for eternity. that nth in this world last forever. all things will pass away except for God and His word. yup.

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had my napfa td. damn jerry chua just said during pe that we were gonna have the napfa test td. crap la. do halfway through the stations then he said again it's not the real test. but we can take it td and clear it. -.-

anw i realised smth v unfair. guys taking napfa have to take all the stations (5 stations + 2.4km run) within one day. girls get to complete it in parts as they wish within 2 weeks. wth is this man? so the fact that chua made us start on the stations already means for the guys if we wanted to complete it by td we'll have to do everything. crap.

the good thing is i completed it. with a SLIVER. wa thank God man. no early ns for me. haha. i thought i was going to fail standing board jump and sit and reach la. haha. but i scraped through sliver for both of them. 224cm for sbj and 37cm (just nice sliver) for s&r. yeah i know my sit and reach sucks. i know. but i just can un-suck it. i just can stretch until like pple who go 50+ cm with ease la. and my 2.4km run lousy like crap. totally like crap. so long nv run then jerry chua just ask us run 2.4km just like that. my timing was a slow 12.15 min. that's a miserable D. last year i had like around 11.30 min la. that's how much i deproved. 45 secs. crap. but at least overall still sliver. i'm not doing it again already man. yes! i'm still damn happy no early ns for me. (:

so overall i got A for sit ups and shuttle run. D for pull-ups, sit and reach, 2.4km run and standing board jump. overall sliver. (:

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gonna go slp already. my whole body is aching man. cant wait for fri. hols as well as EASTER! (:

am i a morning person or night person?

2007-04-02T16:29:00.000+08:00

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night!
You prefer to be out and about when most other people are.
Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing.
You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.

Are You a Morning Person or Night Person?

hmm true to a certain extent la. haha. i start getting tired at midnight. but that doesnt mean i slp early. :)

how do i communicate?

2007-04-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

You Communicate With Your Ears

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.
What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.
You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.
Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

How Do You Communicate?

this is so true la. haha. in totally every sense. :)

lifeconcert. rocked.

2007-04-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

fri was lifeconcert. seriously. it rocked. :)

was supposed to go for choir prac but i chose not to in the end. my mind was like having WAR on thurs night la. it was like i so wanted to go for lifeconc but got choir prac. and it's the last prac still. i was in a total dilemma on thurs man. i was like thinking to myself i just cant forgive myself if i missed lifeconc man. but skipping choir wasn't exactly good as well. crap. i choose lifeconc in the end. i expected myself to. -.-

actually i sort of like 'let God decide' cuz i didnt have a ticket. so had to get one if i were to go. asked around but nobody had one. in the end i asked wanlin and she had extra. so since i got the tickets, i went. :)

i felt the atmosphere was better than last year. and i felt the message was more appropriate compared to last year. but lynette was saying last year like got more pple. and last year had more decisions. but it's ok. at least pple responded. heaven will throw a party that night even if only one person got saved. :)

charlene sang really well that night. haha. just before the concert went out potong pasir to buy flowers for her. as well as for weixuan and lynn. both of them did well too man. the drums was awesome. lynn.. erm.. :) bought three roses for charlene. and one another one for ginny. it was kinda the 'auntie dun want one.' haha. and i told her that. cuz the stalk was crooked, but the rose itself was beautiful. the auntie just said give me la since i wanted it. i noticed it cuz it was isolated from all the other roses, and put in a mini vase with only the rose showing. then i took it out and i was like 'how come the stalk like that one?' haha. yeah.

went home with wanlin and ginny after the concert. didnt talk much through the journey home. those two needed to talk. haha. yeah. think the class went toa payoh for supper or smth but i didnt go. no money anw. last month of building fund. cant anyhow spend.

lifeconcert. i'm glad i went. i believe God is happy. :)

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hmm wed had discipleship with ian. hmm ok i shld say we didnt. when i stepped in riverwalk ian stepped out and said discipleship cancelled cuz he had to go back church office. -.- haha. oh well. went there for nth. but yeah went to eat with the rest of the brothers. :)

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pm on thurs was awesome. really good. pst kong came back just to lead pm. yeah. pray pray pray pray pray.

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ytd sv was also v good. pst mark conner came so he preached. personally i felt his msg was really good. talked about different ways in which we connect to God. and all of us have different ways of connecting and feeling close to God. mine's kinda the contemplative style, and a little charismatic style. haha. :)

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watch bleach 120 on thurs. i swear it was just damn COOL man. drop dead COOL. i cant wait for nxt episode man. nxt week dun have cuz of easter. think i gonna watch it again. haha. it's just damn cool.

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oh yeah merrill told me the results for the kindness cheer competition. magnum got first. denvers got second. and ijc got third! woo! yay i'm glad once again. they did well. i'm happy for merrill! :) hmm sa didnt win anything. :(

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i just rmb td is april fool's day. haha. erm yeah so happy april fool's all the idiots out there.

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gonna go cycling later. been wanting to go cycling but it's either raining or i just wanted to slp. haha. that's all.

only you.

2007-03-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

i just did smth stupid. was quite irritated at myself but oh well. rmb i reformatted my com. so i went to reinstall wc3. then had to go dl all the patches before can enter bnet once again. i dl till 93% then accidentally press the spacebar when i wanted to alt-tab and cancel the dl. haha. crap. now have to re-dl. nvm i have a lot of time anw. it's at 25% now.

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ytd woke up at 630am. to go tamp sports hall to help out with the sports events. haha. i was quite sian abt it cuz i wanna slp. haven really slp until i shuang since exams ended. yeah. was supposed to meet grace 745am at tamp interchange. but at 745am i sort of just boarded the bus. 15 took damn long to come la. waited for like 25min. -.- oh well turn out grace overslept. haha. went first and i became the linesman for badminton girls. starting quite boring. cuz all those dunno how to play one make it all so sian. after the first knock-out rounds it became better. yeah.

by the time grace came she wasnt needed le. haha. timothy already settled everything. so yeah she just sat around to support. halfway she left to eat. i cont as linesman and finished at around 1120am. went tm to walk around. bought smth for ginny then grace called me and said she was still around so we met again to go home. yeah.

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sv was good. pst casey treat came to preach. yup. it was good. ian met up with the brothers to talk to us cuz grace wanted him to talk to us abt smth. yeah. i was quite stunned abt what it was but yeah i admit someone has to talk abt it. a learning point la. then i rmb grace asked me to talk to merrill abt it cuz he didnt come ytd. after the whole thing i was like 'how am i supposed to talk to merrill abt that?!' it's kinda awkward. gosh. no choice. grace cant possible speak to him abt that. -.-

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anw merrill msg me halfway during sv to tell me that.

IJC GOT THRID FOR CHEEROBICS! THEY BEAT MAGNUM FORCE!

gosh. i think the fact that they beat magnum is quite smth. i nv expected magnum to be out. well i happy for merrill man. aces got first. nth new. their featured in the newpaper. go read. :) nus got second. i was quite stunned a 60kg or 80 kg (i cant rmb) over girl actually flew. her bases must be mad ah. haha. anw now that cheerobics is sort of over (they have one more performance nxt sat at vivo. i cant go again. got sv. hai. i wanna go watch.), jesse can come teach us le. she was busy coaching ijc for cheerobics so cant make it for our prac. and we decided not to join as well. now time for emerge. =)

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yeah after the talk with ian went straight for choir prac. i was happy nxt week no cg cuz i thought i can make it for liveconcert. but i realised i'll be having choir prac nxt fri for the benny hinn conference. crap. i got happy for nth la. sian. anw sing until i wannt die le. so damn high. ytd practicing halfway my voice just sort of cracked. totally cant reach anymore. now ok le. yeah.

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went macs for dinner with charmaine after that. it was around 11pm. ate and halfway it started pouring. -.- yeah nth much to talk abt le.

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been slacking from 1pm till now. shoick man. i slept till 1pm yeah. haha. still feeling a little tired. i wanna slp more. was supposed to go out with john but he toothache need to go dentist. -.- oh well. nvm. till nxt time. :)

woo. i feel liberated.!

2007-03-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

gosh. bt1 is over. thank God. that was one hell of a tough week. last paper ytd was chem. it was ok la. relatively easy except for like one or two qns. but yeah felt that i did not bad. bio was also not bad except that i didnt finish. same thing i did essay first. i always do essays first. i dunno why. but yeah complete essay and then started on structured but didnt have time to finish it. nobody i knew finished the paper. it was doable and quite simple but no time. oh well. i also felt i did not bad. hope i get good results for both of them. these are the really two subjects which i care. i didnt study maths so maths was screwed. i 'finished' the paper with like 1.5 hours left. and i dun even have one completed qn. -.- econs was.. i dunno. i studied only market failure. cuz i thought it will come out for essay. but it didnt. i usually do well for essays (hence the reason why i always do essay first), but this time... i did only two paragraphs for a 25 marks qn. crap. market failure came out for case study. and i always flop my case studies. now i'm banging on it for econs. ok nvm. enough of all these. that's all for bt1. it's over.

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after chem paper ytd didnt really feel a lot. think the freedom took some time to set in. until sometime after i got home then i felt truly liberated. haha. came home to slack and watch laguna beach. haha. i'm kinda addicted to it now. tessa's cute. lexie's hot. haha. cant really go out cuz got cheer later on. anw practice was fun. haha. had a lot of laughter. the ntu pple didnt come cuz they had to study for their exams. so all that's left was the sec, poly and jc pple. i found this pic funny. should look at bettie's face. haha. courtesy of samuel.

reached home at around 11pm plus.

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anw something funny and shocking happened ytd. after i came home i went downstairs to have lunch. after eating i decided 'ok i'm going to get a drink.' so i walk over to the drink store and ordered. then i saw an ez link card. one that someone lost. got curious so i took a look. first i looked at the name. jasmine. ok. girl. then i looked at the year. 1989. hey same year as me! then i thought of the jasmine i knew. 'could it be her?' then i look at the face. guess what? it's her! OMG! i got a shock of my life. haha. then i started laughing. so the drink store auntie looked at me and thought i was crazy. haha. told her it was my friend so can i take it for her and yeah. haha. omg man i cant believe it myself. how coincidental can it be? i found her ez link card just like that. gonna go pass to her now. yeah we live near each other. haha. this is unbelievable.

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ok i'm back. pass to her and went for lunch. thought of going to fix my bike seat but decided against it. the sky doesnt look good. later cycle halfway it starts pouring then i'm screwed. oh well. another day i guess. i do hope the sun comes out soon. i wanna go cycling.

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now for all the random rants. sprained my ankle slightly ytd. came home after prac and everyone was slping already so took the chance to do some tumbling. landed awkwardly while doing a round-off. crap. cuz i hesitated dun dare to stretch fully cuz the ceiling a bit low. haha. anw stretched my ankle after that and thought it's gonna get worse td. but apparently i woke up td and the pain is gone. God's grace. and also i'm addicted to podcasts now man. haha. keep going itunes to dl all sorts of crap. happy tree friends. discovery channel. cheer stuff. sermons. haha. everything. damn cool. =)

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cg later. gonna meet weehao first bring him there. new friend. =) that's all for now.

yay! oh crap.

2007-03-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

ok. as of now, this week is proceeding terribly. damn. let me explain.

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first off. monday was started off studying. no surprise eh? went macs at around 2pm. study until abt 630pm. then went home for dinner. bath, slacked for a while, then i asked my mum regarding the ipod. she agreed. praise God. :) ordered the thing, then went back macs to study. it was abt 1030pm. wanlin, jasmine, rachael and alvan were there. alvan left shortly after i came. started studying, then rachael left at around 12am. left me, wanlin and jasmine. cont to study, next up wanlin left at around 130am. left me and jasmine. i dunno what time jasmine left because we were sitting at diff ends of macs and i didnt see her leaving. so yup in the end left me alone. study study study. left for home at around 530am. all i completed was ionic equilibrium. crap man. took me so long to understand the whole thing. left with a few more tutorial qns.

taken at around 4am plus. chem tys.

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ok reach home then went to slp. woke up at around 1220pm. ok now comes the terrible part.

the ipod was scheduled to come either on tues or wed. it will be sent right to my doorstep. that's good. but what's not so good is that there must be someone at home to receive the ipod, which means that i cant go out to study. so i called apple to ask them if they will call me before they send the ipod over. they said MAYBE. they'll ask the delivery person to call but it's not up to them. WTH? that made me feel even more horrible. so will i get a call or not? i cant go out to study. no point really to study at home. the feeling of anticipation plus anxiety plus dunno what other feeling equals, DILEMMA. -.- to go out or not to go out. in the end the ipod came at 430pm. and the delivery person called me. -.- wth. oh well at least i got my ipod. wasted so much of my time. could have went out to study and came back when the person called me. crap.

ok yeah so i got my ipod. i decided to reformat my comp since it's already clogging up. i had only around 1.8gb of space left. -.- backed up my files and started reformatting. the reformatting part was easy, but getting the comp back to it's original state wasn't. the bloody security updates (and a whole lot of other installations) took me soooo long to dl and install. by the time i was done, it was around 8 plus. great. i haven touched any books.

next up was to charge my ipod. installed it (not again), left it to charge, then went to restore my backed up files. ok when that's done time to sync the songs to the ipod. before i synced it i wanted to change the format to AAC. cuz it's smaller. not that my ipod has no space but it's to save space for my comp. (my comp has only 20gb of space. my ipod, more than 10 times smaller than my pc has 3 times more space. talk abt technological advancement. -.-) so i started converting, all 437 of them. OH MY GOSH THAT TOOK DAMN LONG. by the freaking time it was done, it was near 3am. WTH. still no books touched. and that's not all the songs i have. i haven rip my cds yet. i decided to rip the cds in the morning so ok i went to sync the songs to the ipod. that took another 20mins. OH MY GOSH. i cant believe the sppeeeeeddd. ssoooo ffaaaassstt.

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now here i am, updating my blog. cuz i am 'so' free now man. ok actually i ripping all my cds now. it's been more than 1 hour already. crap man. and i haven sync them in yet. gosh. i cant believe this. i have 5 more cds. God help me.

Conclusion: daryl didnt study for the whole of tues and more than half of wed. so much time wasted. bt1... i'm dead.

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when i'm done i'll be going macs again. to resume my last few ionic equilibrium qns. -.- later at night got discipleship with ian at riverwalk. 845pm. at least can go get an ipod cover. oh well. after that gonna study overnight again. td i must really chiong man. if not i'm so dead.

i dunno what else to write already. the ripping is still not done. let's end. yeah below is the ipod. yes it's black, but like i said the price has decided the colour for me. no choice.

hols.

2007-03-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

ok the hols are here. not exactly though. gotta study through this whole hol for block test. not a very fun idea but i have no choice. i decided to slack through td. had wanted to study td after visiting the it fare but ended up didnt. supposed to meet john 11am at city hall. we ended up meeting at almost 12pm. crap. then walked around till 3 plus then i reached home. didnt intend the visit to be so long. had wanted to so there for a while. then come back quick to study. in the end reached home so late no point. so i slack till now and i'm still slacking. you can see this para is so boring because that's exactly how i'm feeling now. feel like i've wasted all of my time td. crap man. means more hard work through the week. damn. ok i shall stop writing like this now. yeah. i'm gonna stop. just a little bit more. stopping. few more words.

ok nvm forget it.

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sat sv was very good. sy rogers came to preach and his msg was really good. after the sv had choir prac for benny hinn's conference in march at the sis. gosh. sing till i wanna die. oh well it was fun. fri cg was very good as well. the msg was very appropriate. not to forget we had dinner at grace's house again. this time it was campbell's soup, rice, bread and curry made by ginny's dad. the curry was super good. though fattening. but who cares. had a great dinner. went home.

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i dunno why is this happening la. pple in the cg are not doing well. no names mentioned but yeah. need to really sit down and talk to them. that's if i can get them.

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very tempted to get an ipod video now. cuz my mp3 now is really dying already. considering the ipod 60gb one. at $378. cheap you may think. but it's refurbished one la. in other words second hand. but at least it's fixed by apple themselves and can only be bought online from their store. and it comes with one year warrenty. yeah. the only bad thing is there's a risk of minor stratches and cuts. cuz no matter what pple used before. and also it only comes in black. and although a lot of pple tell me black is nicer and better, i still like white. not that i dun like black. black is fine. but black is just not ipod la. i cant put the font colour as black for the word 'black' cuz my background is already black so i'm putting it as yellow. but just as yellow dun go with ipod, black to me is also just off. white is classy. white is just ipod. if you get what i mean. but i'm still gonna get it la. as much as i dun like it, the price has very much decided for me. not bad la. good price, even cheaper than the 30gb original one. gonna ask my mum. wait till she good mood. haha.

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going to get my bike back from ginny soon. she ended up not using it cuz overslept. -.- haha. oh well. gonna go cycling tml morning. been sometime since i cycled. and need to fix my bike seat as well. then it down to studying for tml afternoon. time to start late nights at macs again.

when i'm weak, You are strong.

2007-03-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

let's go through the week day by day. didnt go sch on monday cuz was kinda sick. actually more like it was because i decided to pon because i didnt wanna take the maths test but apparently i fell sick. my nose gave me prob again. anw spent the day studying at macs. i've almost finished chem. just one more ionic equilibrium to go. :)

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tues. i felt even more horrible. my nose was totally going against me. and it got worse as the day progressed. so i told grace i'm not going for the pm in the end. hai..

smth interesting that happened was sajc shook on tues. literally. haha. cuz of the tremors cause by the earthquake in indo. was sitting in the cafe at around 1150 when brendan commentted 'who is shaking the table?' haha. quite funny come to think of it. then the group of us stopped what we were doing and realised ya it was shaking. but nobody was doing it. in the end we knew it was the tremors. so the sch had us assemble at the track. after a while class resumed.

at around 150pm the tremors came again. this time we were having econs make-up, and we were on the 4th floor. so we could literally feel the building swaying. haha. cool man. but yeah it's not good la. so the sch had us assemble as the track again. this time cna came. cool man. haha. sat there for a while afterwards the P allowed us to go home. a few of some saints got interviewed and apparently they appeared on tv. but i didnt go see la. oh well. after that some of us s20 went dau wuei shop to slack. first time experience tremors. no comments.

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wed. we were joking that sajc is still here, that it didnt collaspe. haha. anw wed was normal. had bio spa. not bad la. nth really screwed up. oh yeah and i had DC on wed. -.- cuz of that time when we got caught for playing cards. me, weng hong, bryan and hakim. not really sure why katie had DC as well though. we helped environment club water the plants. -.- quite dumb. not to mention the teacher released us late cuz she came late. extra DC for nth. gosh. anw didnt have meeting with ian once again so went home. yeah.

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thurs. didnt go sch td cuz didnt want to. yeah i know. pon again. i wanted to pon again tml one but cant. got house time i dun think i can just pon as much as i want to. damn. anw ya pon-ed td to study. but i woke up at 11am. -.- then had cheer prac at 430pm. so in the end not really anytime to study. wth. but anw left my house at around 320pm. reached church at around 5pm. late, but nvm they haven started. we moved to a pavilion opp church to practice in the end cuz we didnt book the audi. chased out of our own church. -.-

anw td was quite fruitful. i dare say one of the best practice. yeah. we decided not to join cheerobics in the end. hai... really too little time. and we dun have much up yet. so yeah. guess it's till emerge. really have to put something fantastic then. yup. :)

took a few pics. actually it was samuel who took them with my phone.

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fasting now so ya quite hungry. esp just now when going home after prac. around 6 hours more. yup. weird. ginny just msg not long ago say wanna borrow my bike cuz she wanna go cycling tml with her friends but no money to rent one. -.- anw i'm waiting for her msg. but it's kinda already 1145pm. -.-

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anw i was too bored so i drew this. the original colour was black, white and red. but i change it to negative image. cool eh. i know my drawing ugly la. but yeah. when i'm weak, God You are strong. :)

that's all for now.

no more chinese!

2007-03-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

first thing. got back my A level chinese on fri, and i wanna proclaim to the whole world. i got a D for my chinese. i'll repeat myself. D. D. D! thank God man! i passed. no more chinese. for the rest of my life. period.

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was down for DC on wed bacause i pon-ed econs the last time. no it's not only me. but the whole lot of my class. 10 pple to be exact. haha. and we called ourselves the DC gang. haha. cool man. we were made to clean up the whole cafe. oh well. i think i have another DC to complete. cuz got caught for playing cards by silus during another time. suay man. but no choice. let's hope someone forgets abt it. boo.

the DC gang, without aqilah and katie. :)

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cheer prac on thurs was quite fruitful. did quite a lot of stunts. was quite shagged when i reached home. cheerobics coming. just another 2 more week. argh too little time. ijc joining too. so i'll be seeing merrill during the prelim rounds. cool. haha. :)

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fri cg was as usual. had new friends. brought by yvonne, namely shaun (or shawn), jeremy, gloria, and kai wen(?). yeah. grace prepared a superb dinner for us man. pasta, honey chicken, pumpkim soup, and lychee juice. damn nice. the pumpkim soup was top class la. grace said she spent three hours on that. haha. worth it. grace. you should cook more. :)

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fasted td. and i'm still fasting now. whole zone will be fasting for this month every fri. full fast. 6am to 6am. ytd cg was for new friends so we changed to fast td instead. first time full fast. ok la. not that bad. not say that hungry either. probably because i woke up at 11.30am. so 5 and a half hours of fast was spent slping. nxt week will be fasting on thurs. cuz fri got outreach so change day again. this nxt week will be tougher. got pe and sch. oh well. i can do it. for now, it's just 4 hours and 55 mins more. :)

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had sv td. david holmes was here td. so he led praise and worship. damn good la. haha. after sv cuz we cant eat so nv really go anywhere. supposed to go dhoby gaunt to fellowship but too little pple in the end nv go. hai. anw took 3 pics of ginny's rose from baolian. haha. nth better to do. the rose looked beautiful la. but somewhat a litte fake. haha. but it's real la. i love the smell of rose. damn nice. :)

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was just surfing through sites when i came across this. the most ridiculous cosplay i ever seen man. why in the world would you wanna cosplay kfc's old man? gosh. -.-

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just finished updating my phone to a newer version. cant see any obvious changes but since it's a newer version sure got smth good la. haha. gonna so slp soon. tml is another study day for me. still got a lot to catch up. bt coming so soon. God i'm afraid.

i'm in awe.

2007-02-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

first thing i wanna do is to thank God for everything. there isnt really anything to say but and if i try to put it in words it's gonna come out very complicated and who says you cant thank God and praise Him even when there's nth to anw? thank You God. :)

Ps 34: 1-3
I will bless the Lord at all times
His praise shall continually be in my mouth
My soul shall make its boast in the Lord
The humble will here of it and be glad
Oh, magnify the Lord with me
And let us exalt His name together.

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cg last fri was quite pretty fun. we lau-ed yu sheng, ordered pizza, ate potato salad, and drank punch as part of our mini cny celebrations. haha. the lau-ing was quite mad. almost lau-ing everything off the plate and table to the floor. haha. oh well. after that went charmaine's house with bryan to play mahjong. asked john to come but he insisted on no. -.- so we had to play 3 pple mahjong. so sian. and kinda felt we went at the wrong time as well. nvm.

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sv was fantastic, magnificent, wonderful, good, nice, superb, anointed, powerful and i cant think of anymore words to add anymore. it really lifted me up, esp when i was feeling not v good and really my prayer isnt doing v well as well. now i've got a renewed fire in me. :) praise God. and did i mention the presence was fantastic? really man. i cant wait for nxt sv. :)

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oh yeah i finally went for cheer training on thurs. after like missing dunno how many practices because of cny. no more skipping practice man. and we decided to join cheerobics after all. for experience's sake. not much time left. 23/24 march. too little time to really put up and practice any really difficult stunts so i suppose we're just gonna go with a more simple routine. a tad better than ijc's routine last year. waterfall. totempole. basket toss. just make sure we practice until perfect la. main target will be during this year's emerge. 31 may. ok anw i was just surfing and i came across this crazy stunts.

double cupies. crazy la. that guy must be eating iron man. and the two girls look more than 50kg each la. madness.

and if the previous one was not crazy enough. check out this! guy heel stretch with girls basing. i think the girl main base took uranium or smth. -.-

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went cycling this morning. supposed to wake up at 8am but apparently i ignored the alarm and ended up waking at 9.05am. oh well. guess what i realised when i was abt to take my bike out. my seat cracked. -.- i haven even bought it for 1 month la. nvm. the seat isnt exactly that comfortable anw. cuz my butt to hurt like mad when only cycle for a little while. anw went east coast as usual. could have cycled longer all the way to changi village again if i had woke up on time. nvm.

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came back home, bathed, and ate breakfast cum lunch. slack for a while, went macs to study. ginny came at around 2 plus. nv talked much. just buried ourselves in work. her bt coming as well. though hers is before hols. stress man. God we need you. wanlin also came at around 5 plus. ginny left at 7 plus. i left at 8 plus. dunno if wl is still there now. cant wait for hols. at least can study till late overnight.

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for bt i can say now i'm gonna mostly focus on chem and bio man. i've got too much to catch up to focus on everything. econs i try my best. maths is the last on my mind. i'm behind in every subject man. really need to catch up on everything.

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thoughts flashing here and there in my mind. weighing me down. i dunno what to do la. i seem to be just running away... why dun my leg cramp? ok i know i'm lame.

feeling not-so-good

2007-02-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

arghh. my nose is leaking now. feeling horrible. crap. intended to go out one. but dun think so already. see first la. i'm feeling so tired now. crap la. i hate it when i'm down with this 'flu'.

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went charmaine's house to mahjong ytd. haha. with john and liting. fun la. i kept winning the first 3 or 4 rounds, but the weird thing is the moment we start playing money (which was when liting finally reached), i started losing. crap. then john started winning. -.- nvm. didnt play very big. so didnt lose much. yup.

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i kind of addicted to crazy taxi now. haha. though i'm like only playing the demo, but i can just keep playing for like hours on the same exact map. haha. feel like buying the game. oh well. cny is over. got the money but apparently this year i got less than what i normally get every year. dunno why. normally i'll get around $400+. this year is way off. crap. still got building fund. not much left for me to spend.

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think i'm gonna go slp. dammit i'm feeling very horrible.

it's over. :)

2007-02-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

it's over. finally. woo. phew. bleh. yeah. ooo. ahh. boo. zzz. ouch. ok i'm lame. :)

cny celebrations are finally over. yeah. haha. no more rehearsals (quote sam. haha.), no more planning. no more staying in sch late. yeah. means i get to go for cheer prac once again. competitions are coming. gosh. need to practice man. means more time to focus on other things, study more as well. more time for everything. :)

the celebrations went well. to quote ms su when it all ended. 'house comm. the show was bloody good.' yeah! haha. some technical faults here and there but cannot help it. and the ava sucks. far cry from when i was in ahs man. then, everything had to be comfirmed and settled. sound checked and lights settled. now the ava in sa is like got feedback also cannot adjust it right. and their excuse is (as i heard from one of their members) cuz the band playing so they'll get progressively louder. so feedback sure will have one. YA RIGHT. got such thing one ah. true will have feedback but ain't you supposed to be there to adjust it? what the hell you expect? the band to play softer? constant level? crap man. so many mike points but so little wires and mikes. wth.

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our class played angel and mortal for valentine's so it was revealed that day. my mortal was khaireen. my angel was lynette. our gifts were weird and crappy la. haha. annuar got yeewei a carton of pooky. i got khaireen a carton of hello panda. cuz they both liked them. haha. weiyuan got lynn a hugh watermelon. picture below. cuz he couldn't get bird's nest. so the next 'cooling' thing available was that. HAHA. lynette got for me a box of hello panda as well. -.- khaireen and lynn bought me a bunch of bananas. -.- so i had to carry home a bunch of them. -.-

anyhow, valentine's was pretty much quite amazingly spent. :)

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went out with john and charmaine after the cny celebrations ytd. didnt want to go home. john didnt want to go town area but me and charmaine managed to 'convince' him. haha. so we met up at suntec. he took like ages to come la. -.- got train dun take take 518. hai. anw, we went sakae to eat after he came. i was like STARVING la. haha. intended to watch movie one but in the end we didnt. so we went bugis to shop. i finally got a pair of jeans and a new belt after much hesitation. i'm a fussy shopper la. i dun like it i won't buy. won't waste my money. though that doesn't mean i dun buy smth that i like straight away after seeing it. cuz i still like it after all. and that's all that matters. haha. and john finally got his new year clothes. talk abt last min shopping huh? haha.

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just came back from reunion dinner not too long ago. had it at some resturant called chin lee resturant near bedok north. the food was ok la. can pass. but i didnt really like it. oh well. charmaine just asked me to go her house play overnight mahjong with john. crazy. i dun wanna go visiting tml with panda eyes. maybe mon or tues la. when john can go as well. :)

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ok la. nth much but looking forward to the red packets and food tml. haha. let's end with a pic.

a blue rose and my new wallet.

utterly pathetic.

2007-02-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

it's been a long week. but yeah i got my bike. :) thank God! cost $225. or i shld say cost my mum $225. haha. got it from the shop bryan got his bike. he intro-ed me to that shop. somewhere in bedok north. yup. it's not even one week old as of now, but it's been through quite a fair bit of adventure already. haha.

THE GREAT BICYCLE ADVENTURE :)

1) ok i admit it. i was dumb. the day i bought the bike, i was going to buy vanguard sheets for the cny runway. so what happened was i bought the vanguard sheets first before i bought the bike. all 68 pieces of them. thank God it's only 68 pieces. cuz the shop ran out of vanguard sheets. o was supposed to buy 200. -.- after that i bought the bike. then i realised 'i bought the vanguard sheets. now i bought the bike. means i have to cycle home with 68 pieces of vanguard sheets with me! WTH. how stupid can i be man? really. so i ended up struggling all the way home. thank God i didnt meet with any accident or even fall down man.

anw through that experience, i learnt how singaporeans are so anal and unfriendly. i was carrying 68 pieces of vanguard sheets on a bike and i went to some shops asking for just a big plastic bag and all of them gave me that what-the-hell-do-you-want look. worst thing was at 7-11 when the bloody cashiers actually discussed among themselves for like 1 min if they want to give me a bag before giving me some small one. thanks a lot huh. as if it fits. WTH LA! had me standing there like a freaking idiot. a lot of other shops also pissed me of la. how picky can they get man? PLS. it's just ONE FREAKING PLASTIC BAG. say the word and i'll gladly give you money for it man. PATHETIC.

2) the next adventure was i forgot when but i went shopping with my bike. shopping for runway stuff though. went to market, bought 2000 red packets, went home. went sheng song, bought plastic bags, went home. after that went to ubi to get the bike fixed a little. changed the chain, bought a lock and bell. i swear i'll nv go that shop again man. he changed a new chain and after that the gears could be switched smoothly. so i kept going back to ask him to adjust. guess what? after a few times he started having that bloody face. and guess what he said when i finally was about to leave. 'can already ah. don't come back again ah.' sure i won't. never will i go back again man. and at that point the gears were not even fully fixed yet. i left because i gave up with him. gimme a break man. u changed the chain then it became like that. and you are angry with me. screw yrself man. and yr stuff are not cheap either. try to sell me stuff with the prices jacked up. i'm not dumb. i know bicycles. dumb guy.

3) td was the REAL adventure man. haha. went cycling with bryan, chia hong and charmaine. met up 9am at vj entrance. we cycled like mad today. i repeat. MAD. think we covered at least 10-15 km td. my butt hurts now. haha. let me write out the places we covered td.

east coast - airport runway - changi village (break. we were damn tired already. the journey is damn far ok. had breakfast.) - loyang - pasir ris - tampinies (we parted ways here. cuz diff way home.) - bedok res - home.

CAN DIE man. been so long since i cycle so long a distance. keep having to stop and wait for charmaine cuz her bike is too slow. she was miles behind when we reached changi village. -.-

oh well was totally shagged when i reached home. it 12.25pm. cycling for 3 plus hours. pheww. what an adventure. i want to do it again man. without any time restrains the next time though. while cycling along airport runway to changi village saw a lot of road bikers. damn cool la. if i have the money i'll get a road bike man. next time la. make do with my bike now. no money to buy a road bike now.

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cg on fri was quite weird. first cg since we multiplied. after the cg grace was saying how come so quiet? thought abt it then really feel it's quite true. no john really quieten a lot. esp when andy isnt there as well. hmm. it'll get better. :)

went home with ginny. had dinner at eunos first before taking bus. had a good chat. a nice way to end off a day la. :)

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had pm td. that's why had to rush home after cycling. still had to take cab there in the end. reached home 12.25pm, bathed, then immediately had to rush off. pm started at 1.45pm. had to go find ginny first cuz she forgot to bring her phone. pm was great. the presense was wonderful. praise God.

found out andy didnt go for sv td. linkai didnt go too. cycling halfway td grace msg me ask me call linkai. arghh.

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pls la. don't give all those pathetic dumb excuses la. all the crap. just goes to show how responsible you are. all of us go through that one way or another. not just you. i struggled myself. it's not we can't understand. it's you refuse to listen. to our advice. our solutions. our methods. refuse to do it. utterly pathetic. i'm freaking disappointed la.

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that's pretty much all. cant think of anymore updates. last thing. an article on WOMEN. :)

my ass hurts

2007-02-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

can you see what i see? :)

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anw on a random note. my ass hurts. haha. but yeah i got my bike td. more on that in the nxt post. :)

shopping.

2007-02-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

i eradicated the tagboard. so if anyone wants to say anything in the future, just leave a comment. don't be a wimp and leave an anonymous msg though.

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not feeling good now. freaking nose.

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went out with andy to town td. bought 3 tee tops. 2 from pull and bear and 1 from fourskin. spent around $80 plus. i still want to buy. haha. jeans... shoes... i want...

met him 1230pm at orchard. yeah walked around here and there. i just cant seem to find the pair of shoes i want from levis. either they don't have my size or they don't have it. crap. i really want that pair. saw a pair of converse shoes at gallery but too ex. not worth la even though it's limited ed. $149. i'd rather buy a dunk or smth. saw baoying at pull and bear while we were looking. BAOYING. gosh. you made the whole cg so worried ytd. arghh. talk on that at the nxt.

anw as i was saying. shopped around. andy bought a pair of jeans and one tee. i left at around 6. gtg home. andy cont to shop so i dunno what happened after that.

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yes. baoying. basically she went mia ytd la. and linkai too. and he's still mia as of now. nvm. i dun wanna talk abt not-so-nice incidents. God pls dun let such things happen again.

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hose mascot on cross country day at ecp

nazri and me with the hose flag

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i still haven got my bike. if all goes right i shld be able to buy it by this week. buy bicycle also must procastinate. gosh. -.-

i'm gone. leave a comment. :)

post 77.

2007-02-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna get tanned. yeah. random-ness.

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and how the hell i'm gonna do that? hmm, i dunno how. swimming wont really help much. cuz everytime i go swimming i dun really swim that long for the tan to set in. and i dun fancy lying, standing or sitting there under the sun doing nth just to get dark. i miss the canoeing days. when i was BLACK. haha. most prob i'm gonna get my bike this weekend. then i can go ecp cycle. i cant stand under the sun at ecp for 2 hours. but i sure can cycle under the sun at ecp for as long as u want me to. :)

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i have so much work to catch up. thanks to a revision-free hol and much sleep-in lectures. haha. pple are doing vectors for maths now. i'm at definite integrals. 2 chaps behind. pple are at physical chem now. i'm still at organic chem. pple are doing macroecons now. i'm still stuck at market failure. gosh. i got so much work to do and catch up. i'm feeling the stress. have to start revising now already.

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missed cheer training td because of cny rehearsal. no choice. as much as i want to go for training, i cant skip the rehearsals. this means i'll be missing a lot of trainings man. i dun want.. arghh. and i'm not really 100% sure yet but i think i have to miss sv on 15 feb cuz of rehearsals again. the only sv of the week cuz of cny and i cant be there. gosh.

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tml cg cancelled cuz of pst ulf ekman. it'll be sv instead. so it's expo again. yup. i really want time off from everything to catch up on my work man. all the pple after cross country this wed at ecp either go town or go out somewhere. but i went home to study. great life ah? and it's not really v fruitful as well. one freaking chapter of definite integrals took me so damn long to understand and complete. and now i'm still a little blur abt it. gosh. -.- cny stuff also haven buy yet. need to go shop. but i'm just too busy.

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ok i want to go slp now.

hectic.

2007-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

gosh. took me so long to upload the pictures. oh well.

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26 jan. a day i'll nv forget man. e222's last cg before we multiply. BLEHH.

everyone were in rather high spirits before cg started. i was glad when i saw jiawei at grace's house when i reached. so long nv see her for cg already. and i also managed to get chia hong to come down. at least can let him see roughly all the members and also what multiplication is abt.

cg started with sharing of testi first. well i shared. but i forgot who else shared le. oh well. ginny led praise. yup. the usual routine happens. then near the end of the cg grace announced the pple who are still with her and the others who're in the other cg. it's official. feng ling will be taking the other cg tgth with other six members from her disbanded one. that's makes 12 pple. yup.

grace - me, ginny, baoying, merrill, lin kai, arison, wallace, claudia, matthew, melissa, sasha, iris, irene, yvonne, chia hong, li ting, charmaine, stella, bryan, andy, junni, mike.

feng ling - john, xuemei, huimin, hongye, jiawei, jiarong.

hope i didnt miss out anyone. hmm. yup. we're split into adult and youth cg now. huimin xuemei not adults yet but they are strong members la. quite sad. my two helpers. they cried when it was announced.

after cg we all took turns to go talk to the pple who're leaving. went to hug john. haha. then talk to xuemei and huimin. they were still crying. and i kinda teared when speaking to them. AHH. they helped me a lot la. though there may be times when i was irritated with them but nonetheless they were still a great help. when i see them trying their best it was really very heart-warming and i know it's worth it la. THANK YOU BOTH.

photo time. sad for the pple who could come for cg that night. oh well.

my water bottle in the centre. haha.

i love this pic. haha. damn funny. arison's and irene's pose. HAHA.

me and john. i'll miss him man. =(

me and huimin.

me and xuemei.

me, hongye and jiawei.

me and my two helpers!

after everything went joo chiat food centre there to eat with john charmaine grace huimin and xuemei. haha. that's all. i'll nv forget that night. =)

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29 jan. last e222 outing at minds cafe (prinsep street). haha. which is td la. had a lot of fun there. too bad didnt take any photos. we split ourselves into 3 group to play board games. i was with charmaine, liting and ginny. haha. reached at around 3pm then start playing. two hours of board games. we played cluedo, some weird game called ingenious and then lastly telepath. haha. the last game was the most fun. where you'll pair up and when it's yr turn u'll be shown either a picture or a word then u and yr partner will have to write between 5-8 words associated with that pic or word. then see how many same words you two have written. hence the name telepath, or telepathy. i paired with ginny. liting with charmaine. later grace and stella joined.

after everything we left. walked claudia to bugis cuz she need to meet her mum and i need to go home and the rest went ps.

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ok. it's late enough le. i better go slp. other stuff too insignificant to write abt.

2007-01-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

going to meet ian later. riverwalk. memorised Psalms 34 le. =)

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i'm quite surprised by how we're gonna multiply. seriously not what i had expected at all. haha. well all will be made known on fri.

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8 more mins till break fast. but i'm not really that hungry la. oh well.

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dota-ed for 3 matches since i came home at 2.30pm. haha. slack long enough le. time to go do some work.

boo~

stupid things just happen.

2007-01-22T19:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes crap just happens. and crap just happened ytd. and crap just makes me mad. and being mad is not good for daryl lee. i just cant believe how some utterly stupid senseless crap can just happen sometimes. and it's not the first time already. i was quite pissed off ytd. ok make that very pissed off. for reasons i have no intention of revealing. it's basically just Crap. with a capital 'C'. and up till now today. i'm still feeling sore about it.

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monday - cheer training. (430-8pm.)
tuesday - leader's meeting. (745pm till late.)
wednesday - meeting with ian. (845pm till late.)
thursday - cheer training. (430-8pm)
friday - cell group. (730pm till late.)

this is my schedule. nice eh? subject to changes though. but it's gonna be along this lines. i practically am gonna miss dinner at home everyday. my mother is gonna kill me man. i really dunno how. and not to mention my studies. ahh. God help me. i believe if He called me He'll definitely provide a way out for me. ~

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this was annuar's present for his bday on 18 feb. katie bought it. well i contributed. and if you're thinking what it is. their condoms. YES. CONDOMS. you didnt see it wrong. one colour for each day. and sunday it's rest. haha. katie added a plaster for sunday. to erm... heal. haha. cheeky gift. but well, suits annuar nonetheless.

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this friday is gonna be our last cell group as the whole e222. nxt week we multiply le. quite sad thinking abt it like that. it had been a great, really wonderful 1 year 2 months for me. made a lot of new friends, friends that i really cant imagine myself forgetting. not to mention learnt a lot too. well. i look forward to cg on fri. and i look forward to a being in a new cg serving God more and more too. friday. one last time. i'll nv forget. e222~

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look a this pic. cute right. they're supposed to be playing monkey with ducky's hat and as u can see ducky is not happy with it. haha. they're all stickers. pasted on my file by alvan when i saw him while studying at macs on sat after sv with ginny. though i took them out now le. and i have another sticker of dr. utonium (from powerpuff girls) at the back of my mp3. this i didnt tear out. haha. cute la.

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alvan sent this pic to me on sat as well. damn cool right. OUR GOD IS AN AWESOME GOD! HE REIGNS! haha. praise the Lord.

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well according to my schedule above i should be having cheer training now. but it was cancelled la. cuz i think they couldnt get a place to train. couldnt book ntu i suppose. oh well. got stuff to do after this. work.

tml will be a better day. i hope.

shag.

2007-01-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

my body is aching now. but it's ok. i like the feeling. haha.

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delirious was great. one word. WOW. they sang most of their old songs. but it was still nice. damn good man. haha. the nxt time i'll see them will be during fop. they'll be coming again. yay.

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hmm had cheer training ytd. damn shiock. that's partly why my body is aching now as well. another reason is because i had pe ytd too. double the ache. haha. ran 7 rounds. ok la. cheer training was at ntu hall 2 this week. we couldnt book the hall. so had to make do with a low ceiling area. cant even do a full-x. -.- when it stopped raining we went outside. freaking weather. i repeat. FREAKING WEATHER. but the sad thing is after 5 mins, it started to rain again. crap man. we had to move back in again. need to keep moving the mats here and there. sian.

oh well. did some simple routines. after that we finally we were told hall 6 was available so we moved there. lucky it's like just across the road. much better now. at least got it's brighter. and dunnit scared will fly until hit the ceiling. haha. I DID A CHAIR! wa damn shiock. though still not quite stable. i need to train more. not enough strength still. more power...

did some basket tosses. after that nth much le. samuel came and we started watching the video he had of last year's cheerobics. cool man. we will reach that standard. yeah.

ate dinner at canteen 2. chicken chop. wa.. the food there is not bad sia. took 179 out. train. bus. home. bath. then topple on my bed and slept. too shag. had wanted to study for econs test td but the moment i saw my bed i gave up. forget it. go to sleep.

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woke up td body still aching. and also still quite tired. econs test was screwed la. and so was maths test ytd. crap man. didnt study for both tests. die.

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the weather is totally screwed up man. SCREWED UP. when i was on my way home it was like sahara desert. then i was like thinking 'good. can go for a swim first before prayer meeting ltr.' then guess what? when i reached home, the sky doesnt look so nice already. like wth la. so i decided to let the weather decide if i should go swim anot. i'll wait till 330pm and see what's the weather like. then guess what again. 5 mins later. it started pouring. WTH. SAHARA TO MONSOON. the sun was still shining bright in the sky and it can just start to pour like that. then the rain stopped after a while. i thought ok passing rain. i still can go swim. then it started raining again. WWWTH. now the rain stopped. i'll repeat again. FREAKING WEATHER. arghh.

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prayer meeting later 745pm at jw. cheer prac on thurs again also at jw. cant wait.

fish head, veg, and a venti mocha frap with an extra espresso shot.

2007-01-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

LOOK! here's a big pic of hose house. and our former house master - mr tan. do miss him. haha. he's like always not there. but still quite sad that he's off. oh well.

you know who you are. how's this? i'm still in house comm. and i'm loving it. hear that? so piss off with yr bloody big mouth.

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ok with that done i'm happy. well flashback to thurs. chem test. it was quite ok la. last min chiong-ing in sch before the test. didnt have the time to look through carboxylic acid so i practically knew nth abt it. no choice. have to take test. but ya pretty alright. but a lot of blanks here and there. hai.

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i just realise that if i get really sleepy in class. there's like no way i can force myself to stay awake and pay attention one. unless i go wash my face but that effect is only temp. i'll get slpy again v fast. the only solution is really just to slp. then i just slp till i get back the energy then i can stay awake. haha. really. it's like just let me slp and after a while i'll just get sick of slping and become fully alert. power nap (class version). another way is just really get a short power nap before lect or tut elsewhere. then no matter how i try to slp again in lect or tut i just cant fall aslp no matter what. cool right. but like as if i can do that. -.- i cant afford to keep slping in class le. a levels. have to pay attention.

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grace treated me ginny and john to dinner td. at some mixed rice coffee shop at lavender. really nice. she ordered curry fish head, cereal prawns, and some veg cooked with three types of eggs (century, normal, and salted). woah. the food was shiock man. resturant quality. haha. they are supposed to be famous for their curry fish head, but i feel that the veg dish was the nicest. haha. after two bowls of rice (i was hungry), the dishes, and a cup of lime, we're off to dhoby ghaut starbucks to chill. charmaine came along cuz i think she was nearby. though the 3 of us took turns trying to convince her to come, she say dun want in the first place. but when grace ask her to, she came. haha. leader give command, how can she say no?

john had a mocha frap. grace had green tea. i had a mocha frap with an extra shot of espresso. should have had two. 1 not shiock enough. ginny had some choc chip pie, through half of my frap kanna 'coup' by her. crap. grace told us some stuff regarding mutiplication and cg first. then charmaine reached later. chill out. chatted, then grace's friends came and we left for home.

make things short basically we had a lot of fun on our way home. took train. alight at eunos. take bus. sent ginny home first. then come home and here i am. had a great time of fellowship td. thank God for such a great leader and cg leader like grace. without her i won't be who i am lor. =)

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the pic of the pple who worked at ica redhill. this was jiamei's last day. and after merrill, baoying and ginny left. hmm kok haw is not in the pic. he was on leave that day. well. if got fate i'll be able to see them again. =)

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does this look good or what? choc fondue. wa.. i wanna lick the choc again. took this during our cg fondue party at irene's condo the last time. *seriously drooling*

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an abrupt ending. but.. heck.

arghh.

2007-01-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

went sch td.

cuz feeling much better already.

only have slight cough and my nose is still stuck.

that's all.

but that's not the point.

point is.

i did smth i so shouldn't have td.

twice.

damn it.

crap.

i'm sorry.

ARGHH.

sick.

2007-01-09T16:11:00.001+08:00

i'm kinda sick right now. bloody hell. the sinus from sunday refused to go away. so i had a really horrible day ytd. coupled with a sore throat which just came all of a sudden. crap. ytd was really damn bad. i had so wanted to tell de silva i'm sick and not attend her freaking remedial but i decided to go anw. i drank like 5 bottles of water in sch ytd. keep going toilet. keep going to refill my bottle. crap man. in the end i was like "forget it. i shall stop drinking. not like it's helping my throat. making me go to the toilet like every hour. wth."

slept very early the previous night. at arnd 1030. and i didnt go to school td. woke up in the morning and i felt horrible still. though the sinus is relatively gone. but it's still bad. sore throat, a blocked nose and while in the toilet i can feel a bad headache coming. so i decided not to go sch in the end. popped 2 regular panadols before i went back to slp. had wanted to go see doctor but when i woke up i felt much better so decided not to. no money. guess i'll have to write letter again. i think mr lim's sick of my letters already. last year everytime i didnt go to sch i wrote letter. except the time when i got banged and once when he insisted on an mc. been popping panadols since sunday. both the cold one and the regular one. i think i'm like immune to panadols already. i eat them for everything and anything. who cares.

woke up at 1205 in the afternoon. bathed, went for lunch and popped in another panadol cold. damn they dun seem to work.

decided to go to the bank to bank in that $200 check since i have the chance. but when i reached there i realised it closed down. last day of operation: 16 sept 2006. bloody hell. i guess i haven been to the bank for like so long huh? why in the world did they close down the bloody bank. it's like the only one here. the nearest one is at bedok central. that's according to the sign they put up. i dun even rmb seeing one at bedok central. crap. to think i walked there in the rain for nth. and to come to think of it. of all days, it had to rain td. damn.

throat's feeling much better now. though i feel a cough's gonna come. can feel the phlegm. nvm. i'd rather cough and having a sore throat. at least a cough isn't painful. and my bloody nose is still blocked.

plus i just found out on monday.

I HAVE TO TAKE CHINESE STILL. WTH. CHINESE AGAIN.

because i got a 'C' for my promos. so i have to take it still till i get back my A level results. means another 2 months of CHINESE. and i thought i could be rid of the bloody subject this year. CRAP.

ok. i gonna have to go complete my gp essay now. plus chem test on thurs. argh. feel like just not doing anything right now. just got my dec pay from ica. thank God. hope i'll be fine tml. hope the panadols will just start working.

sch.

2007-01-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

first 3 days of sch was. hmm. quite ok i have to say. well. for the record. i ended up not doing ANY of my homework. great ah. haha. talk abt procastination. oh well.

i thank God i'm in ms ye's class. haha. of all the homework, bio is the one which i definitely must do and hand up. maths and chem not so bad. ms ye's class pple was supposed to hand it up on thurs morning 7 am. de silva's class pple need to hand up on wed itself. HAHA. but guess what. that wed night, i did 1 mcq qn and half of the first structured qn then i gave up. so in the end i decided i won't hand on thurs as well. haha. since on thurs and fri no bio lessons so i wont see ms ye anw. haha. well i'm gonna hand it in nxt week. i really have to do it tml. there's bio tutorial on monday. crap.

ytd went to watch confession of pain with john and charmaine. was trying to bug them to watch death note 2 with me again. i want to watch. but no one want to watch with me. seems like everyone watch liao. arghh. but nvm confession of pain was quite nice as well. haha. good movie. though the price isnt really nice. $9. fri night. i cant expect any cheaper can i?

ohh. ya. had cheer training on thurs as well. it was at ntu hall 15. suppose to meet 345pm at boonlay. but sch ends at 430pm for me. so i had to go myself. oh well. but the bad news is i dunno how to go. all i know is that i can take 199 from boonlay there. so i just took and take things one step at a time. ended up i alighted 3 stops after the stop i was supposed to alight. so i had to walk all the way back. and ntu isnt that small. bleh. i alighted then asked for directions from pple. when i reached the hall 15 area i kept walking around trying to look for where they are. crap. walk here walk there cant find them. tried calling them also no one pick up. cant blame them la. who carries a hp while doing stunts? finally when i decided to give up and go home, i walked towards the bus stop, then i saw them inside a function hall. WTH. how suay can i get? then on fri when i told john abt it he was like, "why u nv call and ask grace? she's at hall 13." WTH. why didnt i think of calling grace? how DUMB can i get man. -.- oh well. body aching now. but i'm enjoying the feeling. haha. shiock.

ok. going church soon. thank God my mother just blessed me $30 before she left. haha. i got money to spend liao. and wait till i bank in that $200 check moe gave me for "good progress award" and when i receive my pay. should be getting my pay anytime soon. haha. thank God. well. ok.

2007!

2007-01-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

td is the last day of my hols. hai. crap. as much as i dun want it to end, it has to. i cant do anything anyway. oh well. i haven done ANY of my homework. keep saying i want to do. but nth done. great ah. and i found out that i had bio to complete as well only when cheryl msg me to tell me de silva will be going through it tml. great. i'm so screwed.

well it's 2007! so a happy new year to everyone. yeah. haha. here's how i spent the first day of the new year.

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well the first pple whom i greeted was some guys on bnet while playing dota. haha. i had so so so so so wanted to go out for countdown or just any where rather than staying at home but ended up i didnt. charmaine cant. she went out with her friends. john was kinda sick just recovered. so not v good. wanted to watch movie but in the end we didnt go. merrill msg me ask me go countdown. then he said only got him and linkai. so little pple. too sian. so nv go also. crap. so i ended up playing dota. well yeah. that's not the point.

THIS is the point. well at 12.37am, while i was still online. guess what? ginny called me to ask if there's still any bus home from bedok.

ginny: "daryl ah. i ask you ah. bedok still have bus home anot?"
me: "i dunno. should be dun have le but maybe new year then they extend i'm not sure. you can try go bedok see got anot if dun have then take cab home lor."
ginny: "but i no money! i know it's very stupid but i didnt bring any money out."
me: "then u walk home la."
ginny: "ok la i walk home lor"
me: "...... ok wait u have two choices. either u stay at yr friend's place or u take cab to my place then i pay for u. walking home is not a choice."
ginny: "why is it not a choice?"
me: "..... cuz i dun allow u to."

basically to keep the story short she went for countdown at her friend's church then actually was suppose to stay over at her friend's place but in the end she dun want to stay over anymore. ya. so in the end she took cab to her house instead. and i had to walk (i started running halfway cuz i realised at that time no traffic so the taxi will reach her house damn fast) over at like 1am plus to pay for her. great start to a new year ah. LOL.

~~~

oh well. woke up in the morning at 1120. rmb i said new year's day was going to be a day which is oh-crap-i-must-finish-my-homework-by-today kind. guess what again. charmaine msg me tell me her grandma ask me and john go her house eat popiah cuz we helped her paint her room. great. haha. i so didnt want to go. but like her grandma invite how can just decline. then ps john somemore. so i had to go. so much for oh-crap-i-must-finish-my-homework-by-today.

met john at bedok at 1.45pm. reached charmaine's house at arnd 2.30pm? ya. i had expected ok maybe the most stay until arnd 5+ or 6. then i can go study. so i brought my books and stuff along as well. turn out we stay till like 8pm plus. -.- haha. halfway i wanted to just start doing my work at her house one. but couldnt concentrate. did half a qn. -.- well popiah was really nice. just too bad that when she msg me to go her house i just finished my lunch. so i was damn full. plus it was 1st jan. first day of the month. i had to get corn from macs. haha. so made me fuller. haha.

after we left john took cab home. since shun lu then he tong pang me to bus stop then i took bus while he went home. took 21 to macs. by the time i reach there to do my work, it was 9.30pm. GREAT.

~~~

doing my stuff there halfway wanlin came. WA! so long nv see her le. was so glad i didnt have to wait till sch reopens to see her again. she also keep saying so happy to see me. finally got someone she know le. haha. at first saw desmond also but i keep thinking to myself is it him is it him. that guy look super familiar. is it desmond. turn out it is. -.- left macs at arnd 12am.

~~~

td went funan to visit andy. crap la he was supposed to go have his lunch at arnd 2pm. but his freaking replacement drag and drag then only came at like 330pm. CRAP. cuz he alone at his booth have to wait for replacement. so i decided to wait for him. cuz didnt think it'll take that long at the start ma. so meanwhile i watched movie. cuz his booth is those kind of projector demo one. then showing famtastic 4. haha. so i just kept watching. turn out wait so long. oh well. i suppose he's doing good. haha. gonna get transferred to the branch at simlim tml if i'm not wrong. at least he told me he can make it for sat sv now. cuz sat is his off day. praise God.

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after that went esplanade to study. great ah. was suppose to start earlier de. then turn out like this. hai. argh too lazy to type anymore le. nth much le as well. went macs to give ginny smth. saw wanlin and desmond again and alvan this time too. also v long nv see him le. then went home. haha. ok. sch's tml. sian. guess it's back to waking up at 6am every morning and taking bus 8 to sch all over again. SIAN...

reflections.

2006-12-31T14:58:00.000+08:00

it's the last day of 2006. somehow i dun feel like it's the last day. dunno why. haha. it just seems like tml is just another day. the only thing that makes me feel like it's gonna be 2007 is that school's starting. in 2 days times. A levels nxt year. bleh. i dun like the feeling. i haven enjoyed my hols enough yet.

i wanna slp more. i wanna go out more. i wanna slack more. i wanna enjoy more.
hell yeah i wanna do all these all over again.

well let's look back at what happened this year. the good and the not so good.

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got into mj for first 3 months. well i really miss mj. the bunch of pple there. sargas 6. s210. argh. why did i leave? why? simply because mj dun allow me to take bio without any bio background. i wonder if it was worth it. but i really couldnt stand physics anymore. s210...

~~~

then it was sajc. and how ironic it was to be in the class s20. without the '1'. it makes a lot of diff. the pple are diff. the atmosphere is diff. there's just no... bond. so to speak. maybe it just because i had a wonderful orientation with s210 in mj. oh well. other than the sch compound, the uniform, and the fact that i can take bio, there's nth really much to talk abt or to be proud of sajc. to me at least. i'm not in the cca i want to be. canoeing - cant qualify. floorball - sajc dun have it. and they were saying it was going to be set up. ya right. cheerleading - they suck. period. and how ironic it is again that mj has them all. -.- and another reason like i said there's no sense of bond or belonging to the school. but i believe i have a purpose there la. maybe nxt year will be the turning point? i sure hope so.

~~~

on a brighter note, i got baptized. praise God! one of the most impt decisions of my life. i will follow Him... follow Him where ever He may go... haha. God has been wonderful to me. though i may not have been faithful all the time, but He is still faithful. i look forward to nxt year where i'll fall even more in love with Him. to serve Him in a greater way. to be more faithful. to be stronger in His Word. to be more like Christ. thank You Lord...

~~~

e222. well we're multiplying soon. by the end of jan. no doubt it's quite sad. after all we've gone through. the good times and the bad. the bonds and friendships. one part of me dun want to multiply but the other cant wait for it. but we'll still be able to see each other in church. doesnt mean the friendship ends there. and multiplying is smth good too. we're growing. it gives us the capacity to grow even more nxt year. i believe it'll be great. =)

~~~

joined a wonderful community called stomp. dun just roll yr eyes and call me a no life geek. i suppose you're just too hum and chicken to meet up new pple and engage with pple from the country u live in? got to know a wonderful bunch of pple. ilm. devil. xsb. frozen. twinkle! ss. gono. and many more. haven been stomping much lately. have going out a lot and dota-ing. and now that sch's back i guess i'll have less time to stomp. I'LL BE STOMPING WHEN I CAN PPLE! I PROMISE!

~~~

ended a 3-4 years stuggle with myself over smth. a very personal issue. really a breakthrough from God. praise Him.

~~~

been hit by a motorbike and lived to tell the tale. how many of you out there have been hit by one huh? not that it's smth good. haha. left me with a huge scar on my left wrist. the others (small ones) have disappeared. and till now when i tell pple i got it from a motorbike accident they still dun believe. like why in the world would i lie abt being hit by a motorbike? no brainers. praise God once again.

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well that's all i can think of. had wanted to go countdown with some of e222 like last year. but all of them unconfirmed. and now i cant le. oh well. guess i'll ushering in the new year on the comp. or maybe on the bed. but definitely not watching tv. quite dumb. i really dun wanna stay home! URGHH. and tml's most likely gonna be a day that's oh-crap-i-must-finish-my-homework-by-today kind of scenario. i haven touched ANYTHING yet. how cool is that?

a perfect way to end this year and welcome 2007. SMILE! =)
(picture coutesy of drawing by ms ginny quek)

so little?

2006-12-28T16:54:00.001+08:00

i am worth so little as a human man. check it out. on the right. scroll down! i'm worth only $1,662,052. that's more than a million dollars less than how much twinkle is worth. haha. twinkle.. are you seeing this?

oh well. night at the museum was HILARIOUS. i repeat. HILARIOUS. haha.

"hey dum dum. where's my gum gum. ohh you better run run."

HAHA!
and i loved the part where that stone said.
"SIIIILENCCCEE. my dum dum wants to speak."

HAHA. laugh like mad.
aft the movie went taka (again) but sadly it was close le. but this time it's not me. it's cause charmaine wanted to go find out the product id of a jacket she wanted to buy. then we went suntec. at 1130pm. hoping that polo jeans will still be open. how stupid can we get right. haha.

went to visit twinkle before the movie. was studying at esplanade before i went to see her. i didnt know esplanade was suchn a nice place to study. nv went there to study before. it was so quiet i can actually listen to my mp3 at volume 1. !!! gosh. i must go there more often man. ya then after that went suntec find twinkle. nxt time i go i'll buy CHEESE CAKE for you twinkle. haha. and i want more chocs. =)

saw aynur at cine. she was actually working at the apple shop there. i was like so shocked when she called my name. then i started laughing. nv would i of all pple expect to see her working there. gosh! i was really THAT surprise la! but yeah it's nice meeting her. so long nv see her le. my dear laodie (father. yes i know she is a SHE.)

later going for fondue party at irene's condo the function room. woo cant wait to taste the choc. haha. oh well gonna have to go tamp to get some stuff first. so much for quitting my job to do my work. more like enjoy. haha. i dunno how i'm gonna get it done. but dun worry. i'll do it. someway or another.

since Christmas was just over. i figured i would just say this. now THIS is the REAL MEANING of Christmas. not shopping and having fun. (taken from samantha's blog. haha. cuz i found it nice.)

Out of Eternity, out of His Love
God gave the best gift- Jesus from Above
He came as a baby, homeless and poor,
and centuries later, still knocks at the door.
He's God's gift of life, He's been there from the start.
With no need for an inn, if there's room in your Heart.

God is love, and we celebrate Christmas because it marks the birth of His Son Jesus, the same Man who was crucified on the cross for our sins (so we celebrate Easter). His birth and death brings out God's unconditional and unfailling love for all mankind. So at Christmas and always, may His abundant love bring you many blessings.

well to add. like that poem says. it's a GIFT from God. to all of mankind. and gifts dun need to be bought. you just need to claim it. so take that step of faith. and trust me when u do. u'll nv want to look back. =)

The Son of God became the Son of man so that the sons of men might become the sons of God.

boxing day.

2006-12-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

it's boxing day. i still dunno why they call it boxing day when there could be better names. just because this day is associated with boxes in the past doesnt mean u have to call it BOX-ing day. haha. crap. but i'll have to admit the name's quite unique and nice. bleh.

anw i'm finally going to start doing my work. after so long. most prob gonna go macs, though it's raining like mad (again) outside. night time going to visit twinkle at her work place then watch night at the museum with charmaine. cant go with the stomp pple for it le. hai. wed cant watch. td wanted to go out with andy one. thought his last day of hols is td. turn out it was ytd. his internship starts td. crap. no chance. it's gonna be diff to see him from now. arghh. i still do hope and pray he can at least make it for sv every sat. God bless him.

have been going taka for so many times this past two weeks. haha. and guess what. i still haven gotten anything with my vouchers. but i guess i know what i want to buy le. see first la. no hurry also. the vouchers have no expiry date (i think they are 3 years old! maybe more!) and it's not like taka's gonna close down tml. but later since going town again then i shall go see again. actually more like i want to go play their cast puzzles. damn nice. i just keep trying everytime i go there. haha. oh well.

gonna eat lunch now. after that finally can start studying. haha.

Merry Christmas. Happy Boxing Day. Happy New Year. =)

last thing. as requested by the dancing diva. (LOL!)
- during the prata outing with the stomp pple
- we ate prata (duh~)
- i had an informal prata-eating-competition with twinkle.
- which ended up in a draw (i insist it's a draw. i didnt think i won.)
- but it was so darn funny.
- we kept laughing throughout.
- i had to stuff my last huge chunk of mushroom cheese into my mouth so that i dun lose.
- but i finished my green tea before her bandung.
- but that's not prata. so it doesnt count that i won. =)
- that's it!

twinkle we must go eat prata again! =)

dumb title.

2006-12-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to update latest the next day after my previous post huh. who cares. i'm too lazy.

anw ya it's almost Christmas. 43 mins more according to my comp time. dunno why it seems that as Christmas draws near, the feeling just seems to fade away more. i dun feel like it's Christmas leh. it's like 'ya it's Christmas. ok lor.' crap. dunno why this year's Christmas like that. last year was more like.. i dunno how to explain. the atmosphere not there la. dunno why. prob cuz a lot of stuff going through my mind now.

anw just gonna do simple updates. tues went out with stella and merrill. was suppose to get gifts for whoever we're supposed to get for. but we ended up buying nth and just walking arnd. as for wed was with charmaine at taka the whole day. cuz i have $60 take voucher that i want to use. those vouchers i think more than 3 years old le. haven use until now. as usual i ended up getting nth still. dunno what to buy. met up with john in the evening then we watch eragon. the movie was crap. i mean it's ok la. for pple who haven read the book it's nice. but for pple like me who read the book light years ago the movie sucks. they fast forward so many things. cut off so many parts. change details that makes a lot of diff. totally CRAP. when i first read the book i was like if they ever made this story into the movie how are they gonna do it. so many complicated stuff. now that i watched the movie. CRAP. they just took out so much of the complicated plot (and fyi it's the most exciting part) and throw the simple stuff in. lousy shit.

thurs went out with charmaine again. went to buy some fondue party stuff then we went tamp ikea cuz nth to do. after that went for my cheer training. shoick man. and i learnt tumbling. wait till i can do them. nxt training will be on 4 jan. yeah.

fri went out with ginny. asked her go taka with me. she has a $20 taka voucher as well. so went to shop. she bought quite a lot of stuff la. and i ended up not buying anything from taka. bought a jacket from pull and bear instead. took a lot of pics of her with diff hats. haha. too lazy to upload. wanted to stay there till night one. but she had to go her friend's performance at night. so ya. i asked charmaine out again. go ikea again. yup.

sat was sv. it was great la. a lot of new friends responded. really need to pray for them. dun just want them to come and go. i'm so glad that ryan gave his heart back to God once again. really hope he'll come back. george didnt come in the end. oh well. cg had a attendance of 44 on sat. PRAISE GOD! =) after that went carnival to play. saw matthias! he came back. haha. had a lot of tickets la. cuz i expected ryan to stay for carnival. and george to come. so in the end i end up with so many coupons. waste money.

went sv td again. came for morning one actually to find bettie give her gift. grace msg me told me i need to stay for 130 sv to support. had time. so stayed. quite tiring. but i felt td's sv was better. felt God's presense more. anw after that went bugis to get my gift finally. at first asked ginny to come with me but she dun want so nvm. went there, got the present, walked arnd, then went home.

it's 4 mins to Christmas now according to comp time. tml might be going taka again. see first.

waiting for bettie's msg reply which nv came. -.- need someone to talk to me. keep my mind from the troubling stuff first. need to keep my mind occupied.

ok it's Christmas. MERRY CHRISTMAS! IT'S JESUS'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LORD!

back to topic. ya. i wanna go pray soon. need to talk to God. yup. that's all. boo.

i cant wait for Christmas

2006-12-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

i'm officially free now. haha. just quit my job. need to start doing my stuff that's why. but i do hope i'll find the motivation to start. just feel like slacking all the way.

went for leader's meeting as usual last tues. grace just came back from taiwan that day itself. touched down at 3pm then if i'm not wrong. she informed me so late la. 5 plus then tell me got meeting. was supposed to go airport to fetch claudia. haha. oh well.

last thurs went out with stompers for prata outing. casuarina curry. it was suppose to be the last outing this year for twinkle. haha. the prata was nice! i cant finish la. normally i would be eating like man (i admit i love eating) but that day really too much. the prata was so big. i ordered mushroom cheese and double egg. the pple who came were twinkle, gono, ss, lovecourage, nikonll, jwcl. i shalnt reveal real names. jenson paid us a visit. or was more like stalking gono and ss. haha. well met at toa payoh and we took 163 there.

this was what nikonll ordered. choc prata! looks good yeah. this pic was before.

and this pic was after he broke it in two. haha. i dunno why the colour turned out that way. but yeah it tasted quite good. he let me take a bite. =)

after that we went to bishan j8 cafe cartel to chill and chat. haha. jwcl drove me gono and ss there. while the rest took cab. got there and just talk and chatted la. we reached at arnd..i forgot. but it was almost time where they are closing. they waitress seem so unwilling to serve us. i suppose she wanted to knock off on time. but who cares. you are still not closed so too bad. ordered our drinks. it was tropical sunrise for me.

the yellow one is mine. the pink one is twinkle's haha. her's was berry strawberry if i didnt get the name wrong. they do taste good. twinkle was like mashing up her lemon in the drink. gono had an oreo cream sugar high. haha. ss went for espresso double shot. that's all i can rmb.

well we indulged ourselves in a crazy session of camwhoring after that. much to the dismay of the waitress huh? who cares. ever heard that customers are always right?

twinkle and me.

twinkle. gono.

love.courage

nikonll. withour the 1. haha. he'll get what i mean.

gono. ss.

gono. ss. nikonll.

twinkle and nikonll

all of us!

again.

well after all this we left for home. it was abt 1115 by that time. some took mrt some too bus. well only me and nikonll took bus. i had to rush for my last bus la. by the time i reached the interchange it was 1132pm. the sign say's 59 last bus comes at 1130. crap. i thought i missed it. then tried to rush for last train instead. then i saw 59 come. rush back. it wasnt. rush to mrt again. then i saw another 59. rushed back again. -.- 59 takes only 30min to get to my house at bedok res from bishan. haha. had to try no matter what. thank God this time it stopped. i look at my hp. it was 1138. so much for last bus at 1130 huh? reached home at arnd 1210. tired out. but i really enjoyed myself. =D

that's last thurs for me. well i still have lots to update. maybe i'll put it in another post. or maybe i'll just add on ltr. this is getting long. later or maybe tml i guess. gonna watch death note now. =)

shoick ah!

2006-12-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

i've got loads to update. so lets just cut the crap ok. haha.

went for church cheer training on last thurs. finally could make it. but thank God la. i was thinking of skipping it again cuz parents not happy. haha. but anw. SHOICK AH! it's been so long since i based. wa the feeling was so good when i did it again. reminded me of pos. the pic was like during i think april? so long ago le. before i got into that freak accident which caused me to miss pos. oh well. did elevators the whole training. but really. to do stunts again. the feeling is indescribable. i look forward to more complicated ones the nxt time man. pop. liberty. shoulder stand. basket toss. full-x. sweep. ahh. i cant wait. =D

cell was at matt's house last fri. so long nv go there le. i've only been there once. haha. but cell was great. timothy lead since grace was overseas. yup.

didnt go to church last sat. went yanqi's birthday gathering instead with the stomp pple. i didnt know grace was going overseas when i said i could go la. sian so that day left only ginny there quite bad. but nvm. it's my first time going out with the stomp pple man. haha. and it's quite sad cuz i see so many of their outings all put on sat. 16 dec got another one at ecp. which is sat again. cant go. oh well. sat was fun. getting to know so many pple. that's devil buried in the sand.

and this is all of us who went. it was at sentosa. yanqi isnt in the pic. she was late. tgth with heli friends. haha. by the time she came it was like so late le lor. haha. we played frisbee before she came. after she came volleyball. my hand kinda hurts now.

and this is. *drumrolls* yanqi! the birthday girl. with her face smacked with choc cake. happy 15th birthday man. after everything we went food court to eat. after that money and some of them had a private party for her. sad i wasnt invited. but nvm went vivo with the rest. waded in the pool and got ourselves all wet again. so we all went home wet. haha. aft the private party some of them came over as well. orange mousey! i'll always rmb u man. for the wrong reasons. first time i see u nia u tricked me. wo gen ni wu yuan wu chou. hai.

went church with john on sun since i didnt go on sat. newsboys came. i have to say i like their songs man. quite nice. maybe i'll go get their album. pst tan preached. i loved his preaching. he always teaches smth. =) after went for lunch and bs. charmaine came. we were supposed to go her house help her paint her room. THAT BRUSH, from the pic, SUCKS BIG TIME. so lousy. paint paint paint and it starts dropping off. dunno why only mine. the one john was holding was perfectly fine. crap. oh well we had a hard time trying to buy paint first. went siglap. chop closed. simei, bought paint le, but there the paint tray sold out. so john and charmaine went to her house first and i went century sq to buy. then i went to her house. by the time i got there, it was like 5.15pm. great. and the worst thing was it started raining like cats and dogs when i got to her bus stop. i repeat. CATS AND DOGS. and guess what? i was standing at the bus stop waiting for john to come down with the umbrella and some freaking taxi drove past and *SPLAT* all the water flew towards me and i got drenched standing under the bus stop. under the bus stop. can u believe that? freaking taxi. thank God i had my back against it cuz i was using my phone. i was so pissed when i reached charmaine's house la. i didnt bothered to wait for john, since i was already wet before he came. just ran. crap.

charmaine! i hereby say one wall in your room belongs to me. i'm gonna go to yr house again sometime to sign that wall man. haha.

ok. phew. small facts now. i wanna go stomping again. haha. claudia is coming back tml. will be going to fetch her if dun have leader's meeting tml. not sure if grace is back from taiwan already anot.

i'm back dota-ing after like 1 year? hmm. merrill asked me to play with him. wallace also. he sent me some hamachi thing so we can play. and er-hem. i beat them both. haha. maybe haven really had a serious match la. but after so long of me not playing. wa. i'm proud of myself. so many changes to the map prices and everything. oh well. dun think i'll get hooked though. just play for fun nia.

i love the song on missGRINS blog. last christmas. haha. ok i shldnt say who she is la. but i have to say sg is small. haha.

"last christmas, i gave you my heart. the very next day, you gave it away. this year, to save me from tears. i gave it to someone special... once bitten. twice shy..."

back.

2006-12-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

i'm back. it's been sometime. didn't have time to update. and even though i'm updating now it's like 1.36am in the morning. and i have work tml. crap. what the hell am i thinking doing this at this time? oh well...

went for pm just now. yeah it was good. prayer warrior. that's what i wanna be. i must get my qt sorted out. i must start to pray more from now on. must be consistent. the pm really motivated me. well it was great. but not the trip home. dun really feel like talking abt it la. it's for a really very stupid reason. seriously i think both of us can agree to that. details aside, the main thing that happened was me and ginny just ignored each other home. well. that's it.

went to watch happy feet with charmaine on monday. it was supposed to be with ze peng, kok haw, me, jiamei and maybe baoying, merrill and charmaine. well on monday when i went to work i ask ze peng, 'hey! are we still watching?' he said no. cuz only left me, him and kok haw can go. so only 3 pple dun wanna watch le. i told them charmaine is coming too. then he say dun want la. dun really know her... crap. i asked baoying, merrill and charmaine precisely because i thought we were going. in the end nv go. baoying couldnt go because she no money and she had cramps. -.- merrill no money. so in the end left with only me and charmaine. she anything. i anything. so in the end only we two went to watch. oh well. it's quite nice. though i feel the ending quite exaggerated. haha.

i took this photo while walking with orchard road with charmaine on monday. christmas tree. aft the movie we nth to do went to see the christmas deco. haha. no matter how i tried she still dun wanna pose for me to take. haha.

this pic is like damn cool right. haha. the stomp pple took it. they were playing with fireworks. haha. damn cool. stomp rocks! =)

i dunno why i found this photo so hilarious when i saw it. haha.

off

2006-11-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

last post for a while. yeah.

i dunno why. merrill and ginny got terminated from work td. because both of them had to take too many leaves. there goes 3 of them. of the four of us who started work, only i'm left. God. why did u let this happen? is it that u have better plans for them? i know only merrill has a back-up job. we NEED the money Lord. maybe this doesnt apply for me that much but at the very least i know ginny and perhaps baoying needs it. it's for You Lord. why did You let what ginny thought is going to happen ytd come to past? and i prayed so hard for her la...

put it in another sense i feel so blessed. i look so many full day leaves but yet nth happened to me. yet in another sense i feel a little bad. if anyone should have been terminated, it should have been me. and it's like i dun really NEED this money. it's just extra. and so i can give more as well. i'm more of working just for the sake of working. crap.

i finally had a good qt ytd. it felt great. to come back into God's presense and all. i really dun wanna leave it again. You are my strength when i'm weak.

ok i'm going stomping again. yup. =)

it's hard.

2006-11-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

beening working this few days as usual. yeah. at redhill now. really thank God that i could keep the job. really God's blessing upon me. other pple like were there but took a few days leave nia then got terminated. then i was like on leave for straight five days since the start of when they just moved to redhill but i didnt. praise God. =)

i found this pic super hilarious. haha. i dunno why. i laughed the first time i saw it. saw it in one of the advertising books fcb had when i was still there. haha. lion eat man. crap.

this is actually a picture, or u can say words i drew. haha. i found it very nice leh i dunno why. maybe it's cuz the colours create the illusion. but yeah. we should all pray. prayer is so impt. to think i'm saying this at a time when i'm struggling to do my qt well. i need to pray more.
Lord. teach me how to pray. like you taught yr disciples.

last week was my first year in church. this week is mine first year as a Christian. yep. haha. i got saved the second time i went. looking back now. this has been the best year of my life huh. cuz i got saved obviously. and also thinking of how God has so wonderfully raised me up. from a baby Christian to where i am now. all in less than one year. it's quite unbelievable when i think of who i am then and who i am now. there were times when grace asked me to call her asap i thought i did smth wrong gonna get scolded but always it turned out to be a pleasant surprise. God You are so good. i feel so unworthy. times when i just stood there stunned after listening to what grace told me. i don't even know how i did it. but i've got lots more to learn. Father. i stand in awe of Your greatness Lord.

i'm kind of tired. i'm seriously in love with stomp man. haha. i told myself that i'm just going to go there for like 10mins. then i'll stop. it was 9.50pm ytd. by the time i switched of the comp. it's 12.30am. power huh? haha. i just cant get mself off it once i'm there. it's just so ncie talking and crapping with the pple there. the community is so nice. i'm going stomping after this. let's hope i dun switch off the comp at 12.30am again.

the stuff which i sorted out. thought through. yeah. it's hard. it's really very hard. but i know i have to do it. maybe someday i can tell you. yes. someday.

again.

2006-11-26T13:02:00.000+08:00

it's sunday td. 1.02pm now. i'm supposed to meet zi, cake they all 12.30pm at somerset. oh well. msg zi in the morning told him i cant go. mother not happy. crap la. once again i cant go out with them. nvm.

ytd sv with pst phil was totally awesome. he said a lot of stuff which helped me think through a lot of stuff la. also made me want to improve my prayer life. i definitely enjoyed it a lot. what do u expect? he's my fav foreign pst after all. i love his style of preaching and talking. and i had wanted to go for td's sv in the morning as well. but then again. yeah. my mother. nvm. i'l watch it online some other day. i will watch it.

yes i did sort out a lot of my thoughts ytd. thank God. i know what i should do now. yeah. not easy. but yeah. i will do it.

i wanted to go macs study one. been sometime since i revised my stuff. but decided not in the end. that's why i'm here. maybe i'll go ltr or smth. see first.

screwed. up.

2006-11-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

frustrated. irritated. happy. sad. glad. thankful. poor. angry. funny. slack. lazy. tired. cheerful.

do you know how it feels to have all this feelings mixed into one? screwed up. totally screwed up. period.

so many things that i cant control just forces me to make a decision. if i do these this person not happy. if i do that that person not happy. and if i do either one of them i will also not happy because the person who will get not happy will be not happy. i'm in a serious dilemma right now. to go or not to go. to do or not to do. to buy or not to buy. to say or not to say. i cant please everyone huh? damn it. if i can just do things my way then all these prob will be solved. but no. i dun have that liberty. great. just great.

sometimes i wonder is it that difficult to understand? it's irritating me. IRRITATING ME.

work shadowing is officially over. thank God. i just want to go back ica. and i really want to get my pay fast.

i've beening stomping for this past the past week. going there to crap with all the crappy pple. it's addictive. yes it is. and it's fun too. all the crap.

i look forward to pst phil ltr. this week marks the first year in church. i came the last week of nov last year. and it was also pst phil. woohoo. he's my fav pst other than pst kong. i cant wait for sv to start.

freaking. bangalah.

2006-11-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

pheww this week is almost over. freaking tired. yeah.

ok i have something to say first. i just cant understand how some pple can be so freaking attitude. I AM REFERRING TO THE PPLE WHO BELONG TO THE DARKEST SKIN COLOUR IN SINGAPORE. sry man. not that i want to be racist but i think they just have a freaking problem. it was just a normal day at fcb td. ended work at 530. going to go home. so i happily went down the building to take 65 home. then while waiting yeewei called me say she forgot to pack up her stuff and switch off her comp ask me to go back up help her. since the bus stop was just like below the macdonald house building, i agreed. ok that's not point. the point is after i went up, some indian guy was sitting at her table using her comp. i dunno who he was la. but i just dun care said i needed to pack some stuff and ya i cont. then cuz i thought 'ok since he need to use the comp i dun need to off it just need to check if yeewei's msn still signed in then i can sign out for her.' that's when the prob starts. here's roughly how it went.

me: excuse me can i just check smth.
indian: yeah wait ok gimme just 2 sec.
me: (ok i waited.)
indian: hey just gimme a sec. (he goes on to save some word doc with just 2 lines written and then after that opens up IE and did some stuff.)
me: erm actually i just need to check some stuff. just need a few clicks.
indian: hey hey gimme a while ok. you go sit there wait for me.

BLOODY ATTITUDE. and he said that in that freaking indian accent that pissed me off even more. i wanted to punch him at that moment. who the hell he think he is ask me do that. though i'm just an intern but who the hell is he man. and i've nv even seen him before in the company. freaking idiot..

me: forget it. it's ok nvm.
(i walked off to put yeewei's stuff in her drawer. then proceeded to leave once again.)
indian (while i was walking out) : hey. hey.
me: it's ok. nvm. thanks.

totally idiot. i just ignored him and walked out. i swear if i see him tml and he come attitude me i'm just gonna shoot him back. last day anw. double the attitude. dun attitude me. you can nv out-attitude me. and just my luck when my bus 65 came the bus driver also gimme attitude. accused me of 'staring' at him. like wth? what's wrong with you and yr freaking mouth. stuff some shit into it and go to hell. i'm like pissed off enough already and this freaking bus driver comes and AP me. i just stared back at him deliberately. ok nvm this one small matter i dun talk abt it.

yeah this week had been tiring. monday went to vivo with grace, ginny and quan shun to check the place out for cg outing. tues had leader's meeting. got scolded by my mum cuz had to come home late again. ginny also nearly kanna. but i think she didnt. reached home at like 1230am that night. damn tired the next day. wed was just a normal day. td would have been a normal day as well if not for that freaking indian. tml last day of work shadowing le. that's a consolation. i can go back to ica soon.

just wanna say that fcb is quite ok la. some stuff i didnt like abt it. some stuff i liked abt it as well. stuff i didnt like will have to be the short time and the stuff they made us do. totally almost rubbish and unrelated. and 8 days was really too short they cant really hand us anything to do as well. somehow i wished we had more time can really do some of the real stuff and learn more. advertising is actually quite interesting in some ways. though i know it's really quite stress.

ok a random fact. do you know what to do what you are stressed? how to cure it? just flip the word 'stressed' around and you'll know it. and i fully agree. =D

dumb. plain dumb.

2006-11-19T18:52:00.000+08:00

one full week of work. pheww. finally got time to come online and blog. working six days a week isn't good. not good at all. haha. mon/tues was at ica. wed/thurs/fri work shadowing started. sat went back ica for half day and then ltr had church. finally td can get to slp late. haha.

anw work shadowing was ok i guess. first day like i said reached late then was slack and everything. then second day i was like quite disappointed. really felt v bad on thurs la. seriously not in a v happy mood on thurs. then i was like feeling to myself how boring can this fcb get. totally nth to do. not what i expected la. go there. nobody tell us what to do, nobody give us anything to do. we're almost like invisible there. sat there at our tables reading magazines. then the person in charge of us always come in later than us. so always have to wait for her. even so, all she does is get us, talk to us for like 30mins mayb more or less, then we are left alone again. totally crap. THAT was what i felt. POINTLESS work shadowing.

now it's getting better la. slightly. at least now we have smth to do. though i still dun look forward to going back there. i cant wait to go back ica to work. at least i'm paid. though some of the stuff i'm told to do are not really enjoyable. but at least still ok. this coming fri my work shadowing finally over. cant wait. then going back ica at 27nov. though it'll be at their redhill office then. nvm. i cant wait.

first thing i came online only cheryl told me something that i so didnt expect. just because i tagged that elaine's bf look like mitchell (i dunno it's him anot la. i'm confused by all the names on her tagboard) when she posted their pics on her blog so many things can happen. totally didnt expect that man. freaking dumb. what a dumb arguement anw. totally spoilt my day. and td i'm supposed to be able to just forget abt everything and rest td. crap. forget it. i should just shut up now. screw it.

went to meet baoying just now. lend her my spare phone. or i should say my mum's spare phone. cuz she lost hers. aft that went with her buy some stuff. then left.

feeling tired. physically and emotionally. so many things going through my mind now. i need sometime alone. i need to be alone.

emo.

2006-11-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

it's thursday, 16 nov 2006. the time is 8.17pm. i'm at home, and i shouldn't be. i ate dinner at home, and i shouldn't have. nvm. it's just 3 hours and 43mins left to the end of this day.

work shadowing.

2006-11-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

td was first day of work shadowing. FCB singapore. it's some advertising company. it went ok i shld say. i'm just gonna be brief.

first. leave from ica was approved. that's why i can go for my work shadowing. ok. met yeewei and janice td morning 830 at city hall. thank God ytd i forgot to set my alarm again but i still woke up on time (woke up at 640). anw reached there on time. we walked to tower 1. it was SUPPOSED to be at suntec tower one. reach tower one at like 845. our papers said that it was at the 9th storey. so we wanted to go up. but we realised that there's no FCB. so we were like, 'huh?' then we asked the security guards there. they said ya we were at the right place. but FCB moved. -.- we got like a shock of our lives. like wth hell la.

we called our supervisor. mrs wong. crap la she. print on the paper it's at suntec. check also nv check properly. then say until like it's our fault why we nv go check out the company first. FCB moved to dhoby ghaut macdonald house. crap man. we took cab down. turn up we were late. we reach at 915 when we were supposed to meet the FCB person at 9. crap.

and furthermore we had to do smth stupid when we got there. we entered the building like sort of through the 'backdoor.' we used the fire lift to get to the 8th storey instead of the lift at the main door. crap lor. how we know man. we saw a door by the side of the building and so we just entered. cuz we saw a lot of pple entering there also. anw when we reached 8th floor then we realised we cant get in. cuz that door there need some pass to open. crap. we had to called the person again to get her to come to open the door for us to let us in. so damn embarrassing la. haha.

went in. the person briefed us a little. mainly we slacked a lot td la. so boring nth to do. just cut some newspapers. sorted them out. cuz we were supposed to meet the person who was going to give us stuff to do at 1030. but in the end she came and 3 plus. -.- then we met her at 4pm. crap right. haha. had lunch at long john's. there were 3 other people from sp on their internship there as well. haha. we talked to them and stuff. then they asked us to help them do stuff in the end. haha. quite ok la. had to brainstorm and think abt advertising stuff. better tham nth to do. it was quite interesting anw. haha. so that's abt all lor. at 4 met caroline, the person who was supposed to tell us what to do. talked until abt 5 plus. then we can go home le.

yup that's abt it. anw the office quite nice. i liked it. dunno why also. felt that it was a cool place. yup. i'm tired. and i'm quite disappointed now la. guess there's just no time for it. so many things. yet so little time. and so tired. waited so long. what a waste. nvm. mayb nxt time. i suppose so. it's just that if there's a nxt time i'll have to pay. but i do hope for a nxt time. ok i'm emo. forget it.

below is the email i receive from ginny. it's like crazy la. cant believe got such a person. and to think td when caroline asked me what ad i can remember on buses or trains the first thing that came to my mind was the ad abt him being some healing prophet. actually at first when i saw it i had some doubts le. dunno why. just felt it was right somehow. guess i was right.

I am writing in regard to your article (02/25/01) on the prophet T.B. Joshua
called MIRACLE MAN. As a Christian Pastor and teacher I am concerned about
some of the aspects of this prophet's ministry which are either unreported
or perhaps unappreciated for their significance.

In the light of the fact that we believe we are living in the last days
before Jesus' return, and that one of the warnings Jesus gave us was that
immediately before that time there would arise on the scene "False
prophets", who would be able to perform "signs and wonders.so that if
possible they would be able to deceive even the very elect", It is extremely
important that we be all the more discerning.

I don't know Pastor Joshua's heart; in fact indeed it seems to be that he is
a very sincere man living a simple lifestyle. Rather than taking money
constantly (as a good many of the celebrated televangelists have done) there
are stories of T. B. Joshua's generosity to the poor who struggle to come to
him for healing. However we are told nonetheless to be discerning in our
evaluation of anything, which claims to be "of God". "Try the Spirits to see
whether they be of God"(I John 4). There are several caveats I offer to
those who are seeking discernment of these phenomena:

- On a French television interview, Prophet Joshua said that he had
received this 'gift' at birth. The true Gifts of the Spirit of God (see I
Cor 12-14), are not bestowed at birth to anyone, One must be converted to
Christ, and even then the gifts are distributed "As the Spirit wills".

Transubstantiation- On videotape distributed by the Synagogue of all
Nations, A "Blood of Jesus " Service was shown. It consisted of the Prophet
Joshua blessing a huge tank of water, touching each of twelve running
spigots, proclaiming them to now be "the blood of Jesus". The congregation
was then shown rushing forward, pushing and pulling among themselves seeking
to get to those spigots first, that they might drink, splash, and in some
cases even shower in "the blood of Jesus". This is perhaps the most
disturbing aspect of it all, as it turns the Biblical doctrine of the blood
of Jesus (His vicarious death) into a sensuous, superstitious experience. No
Priest or Prophet can turn any substance into the blood of Jesus that is
more akin to paganism and magic than Christianity. The blood of Jesus was
shed as a sacrifice to God the Father, not as a potion to be slashed and
bathed in!

False separation between the Sheep and the goats- In addition to the
other antics at the blasphemous "Blood of Jesus " service, as the people
pushed, pulled and shoved forward to participate in the so called blood,
those who had "agents of Satan", were put into a demonic frenzy, rolling on
the ground, through the muck and mire (more on that next) screaming and
moaning in agony. There is demon possession indeed, but one would look in
vain anywhere in the scriptures to find any deliverance service remotely
resembling this so called "Blood of Jesus" service. Joshua proclaimed this
as the" separation of the sheep and the goats", which actually takes place
at the Judgment day.

There is also a very undignified and even degrading aspect to these
healings. When Christ healed it was all so dignified. True man is below, God
is above, but man is not "Nothing", He is made "In the Image of God". In the
Joshua videotape, released by the Synagogue, men with rectal cancer are
asked to take down their pants, before others, both before and after the
healing. A Woman bares her breasts, one showing cancer, and stands before a
mixed assembly in the agony of her pain. As the healing progresses, her
breast is seen oozing puss and yellow bile into a pool on her dress and
flowing into a puddle on the floor. People are seen "Vomiting their troubles
away" on the floor, some vomiting blood, some rocks, shells, large worms,
live insects, Where did Jesus or His apostles ever do any such things? Yes
these stains can be seen on the floor, the very spots where people vomited
blood, and where women are seen on camera passing bloody "fibroids" from
between their legs! On this same floor, people are put into trances, laid
out on that same floor, (One can see the spots) and in those trances many
are seen rolling about among those spots.
- Remote control- T.B. Joshua uses a technique called "remote
control", in which by hand motions, standing ten feet or so away from
"patients" he manipulates their motions. By scooting his hands to the left,
the patient seems irresistibly drawn to the left, and to the right, the
patient goes to the right, by circling his hands, Joshua send the patient
into a circle, often until they spiral out of control, falling into a dazed
heap! This method once again is more akin to occult healing practices, than
it is to the Majestic healing gifts of Jesus Christ. Another similar
technique is called "point of contact". For example, the bare breasted woman
suffering in agony before the congregation, of a cancer, for her Joshua
stands about 15 feet away, and rubs his chin vigorously, this is
evidentially affecting her cancerous breast, by remote control. (See the
healing of the woman with a blood problem for years, she only touched Jesus
and was healed)
- Calling Fire from heaven- Joshua has the power to call fire from
heaven upon the body parts of sinning members of his congregation! A woman
in the video is seen clutching her private parts in agony, (it seems to the
mild amusement of others) as Joshua's fire cleanses her of the sin. We are
told in the book of Revelation that the false prophet calls fire from heaven
to the amazement of those under the delusion
- Joshua has strange beliefs- for example he is a vegetarian because
he told an interviewer that many of the people he ministers to in the area
of deliverance are "Half fish and half man". In another interviewer he said
that "the divine person" within him can appear to thousands simultaneously,
even coming to them in their dreams! This is not Christianity!

In closing, I don't pretend to know Joshua's motivation; by all accounts he
seems to be a very sincere man. However sincerity is no safeguard against
deception. I am sure Edgar Cayce, Jean Dixon and countless other prophets,
who by Christian, Biblical standards would have to be regarded as False,
were equally sincere and unassuming. There are countless warnings in
scripture about the emergence of False Prophets and teachers who like
Pharaohs magicians, withstood and hindered the true gospel by means of
signs, wonders and miracles. Just because Joshua seems to be able to produce
"results"," He seems to have the goods", it doesn't mean we should go there,
for the ends do not justify the means. Even the idea of having to go to
Nigeria to receive a healing, or a miracle, or a Word from God, is
unscriptural. "Jesus Christ is the same, Yesterday, Today, and forever".

He is as close to us today as our breath, for "Whosoever will call upon the
name of the Lord will be saved".

We at Moriel Teaching Ministries SA will happily verify these claims by
providing access to the video we have cited here today. Any one needing
further clarification can contact us at 011 463 1771 or cell phone
0826576854.

Sincerely, Pastor Bill Randles

airport.

2006-11-12T19:35:00.000+08:00

went church td again. pst ulf ekman. dun wanna miss his sessions. haha. so yup thank God that i woke up on time td. haha. fell aslp ytd night didnt set alarm yup still i woke up at 630. haha. still a bit early la. but ya i'm the kind who slacks a lot one la. wake up just nice i will sure late one. bath, went downstairs to eat breakfast then left for expo.

reached expo at abt 820 plus. merrill was there already. he woke up at 645 like that. and considering he stays at bishan that's v late. and he still can eat breakfast bath and everything. but actually is because his dad fetch him here la. haha. only 6 of us td. baoying, me, merrill, john, grace and stella. sv was great.

was suppose to go home aft sv. waited for ginny to go home tgth cuz she serving but in the end she meeting her friend so we all didnt go home after all. haha. baoying had to go bs. so the rest of us decided to go airport. grace brought us to some super nice club there. haha. was supposed to be for members only but nvm we just went in. anw grace's dad is a member there. the place was really nice. ate there. after that we went exploring the place. and really the toilets there are like super damn nice. male and female both the same. grace and stella literally came in to the male one to look la. cuz nobody la. haha. didnt have a chance to see the female one. think only merrill went with stella to see. anw ya aft that went home.

did i&r just now. final draft le. finally can get rid of pw. just have minutes left to do ltr. then i'm done with it. then i can delete and erase the 'project work' folder inside my comp once and for all. haha.

really tired now. haven recovered from that slp-less thurs night. lack of slp man. and my throat and nose feels damn uncomfortable. like full of phlegm. got work tml. i wanna slp early tonight man. haha.

by, stella, merrill. with stella's cam. trying to take me. =)

by with her typical post. just that this time i ask her do 3 fingers. haha.

merrill and his hand stand.

airport tower.

aeroplane flying by.

work.

2006-11-11T13:22:00.000+08:00

well. i went to work liao. haha. nth much to say abt. just that ytd was Terrible. with a capital T. crap man. i intended to wake up at 620. work starts at 830. yes i know. a bit early. but must play safe ma. i dun wanna be late. everytime i dun play safe i always end up late. haha. but anw i woke up at 650 in the end. was suppose to meet baoying at lavander at 810. ok nvm this is not the terrible part of my story. the terrible part is the previous night...

yes the previous night. i finished qt everything at 130am. lie on my bed wanna go slp liao. nxt day got work. but guess what. i think i fell alsp at around 5am plus. crazy right? i was tossing and turning around my bed the whole night trying to slp. and why cant i go to slp? i dunno, but i suppose one reason is i dunno why my nose tap suddenly turn on before i was gonna go slp. -.- i can only slp in like one direction. facing upwards. cuz the moment i turn or anything my nose starts dripping. urghh. haha. in the end i got so fed up i took tissue stuff my nose. but still no use. i was feeling like so terrible. and as the night went on i got more uncomfortable. in the end i think i only slp at 5 plus. then woke up at 650 instead. i dunno why my alarm nv ring. but thank God i woke up. partly also because i was half awake. i was like aware of my surroundings even though i was aslp la. i can rmb the sound of my mother locking the door when she went for work. haha. but ya anw because of that i was like so tired at work and at ytd cg. not only that. my nose jsut got worse. and it didnt help that ica was freaking cold.

anw i saw alicia ytd at ica too after i finished work. turned out she's working there too. haha. so long nv see her. and quite coincidental that ytd was her bday too. she working at level 7. some commission based work. diff from mine. and her pay is like pathetic la. haha. she tell me one day she earn like only abt 20 plus? crap. haha. i gonna help her ask if my work got vacancies anot. haha. oh well.

going church soon. i gonna wear semi formal td. haha. not because of anything la. more because i just wanna wear. cuz it the clothes i bought for my work shadowing. haha. oh well. i have a feeling i might just be able to get my mum to buy that bike i want for me. haha. i gonna pray. oh and pst ulf elkman is coming my church td. yay. he always bring a good word for us. i'm looking forward to ltr.

chotto,,,. =)

op is over.

2006-11-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

woo. op is finally over. haha. only one last i&r to go before pw is officially done. i cant wait for 14 nov man. haha. after that i'll be free. yes. FREE. the true concept of the word F.R.E.E finally starts on 14 nov. i cant wait.

yes i got work! haha. ica that side confirm le. i could have started work td but too bad got op so cant. ltr gonna ask merrill if i'll be starting tml or on fri. hope tml. haha. and i hope that they won't like fire me (God pls. no. haha.) when i tell them i'd have to take leave like from 15nov - 24nov. cuz of work shadowing. no man. pls. haha. but yeah i just thank God that i have a job now. =)

nth really much to update abt. ytd had pm. surprisingly i was late. i left my house at like 610pm and i reach boon lay only at abt 730pm? reached church at abt 7.40. crap. i didnt expect to take so long. i shall not underestimate the power of long bus waits and peak hour jams the next time. to think i was supposed to be in church at 715. oh well. i shall leave my house nxt time at 530. haha.

pm ended at abt 930. went leader's meeting with grace. i was abt to enter the lift go eat with john and merrill when grace suddenly called me back. so i was like standing outside the lift full of pple stoning there for a while. haha. oh well. meeting end le went to find them. by that time they already finished le, though both of them ordered another bowl cuz they were still hungry. ate finish, settled everything. went home. on the bus saw checkling. also quite sometime nv see her le. haha. boarded the train. chatted for a while. reached home at abt 12. yup. that's all i guess.

i wanna get a bike. ahhh! i really wanna get one. v tempted. gonna ask my mother sometime see she willing to buy for me anot. haha. random-ness. oh well. =)

i. i. i.

2006-11-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

I wanna buy... oh ok i forgot. i'm broke. crap. ltr gonna go out get some clothes. crap. i NEED to get them cuz of stupid work shadowing. first day need to dress formal. i dun care man. no way i'm gonna spend my money on clothes that i dun like when i only have like $100 left and i dun have won't have any money left to spend until building fund is over i can start saving again. screw work shadowing. i'm just gonna get the stuff i want. and i dunno why suddenly now have to be during this period i'm so tempted to spend and buy so many things. crap. thurs going out with cake gang they all kbox. it's gonna be my first time going kbox man. but that's not the prob. how am i gonna get the money? crap!

I just spend like 40 mins making a fruit juice which i dun like. waste of my time. pple. nv try longan with pear. it sucks. waste my time and energy. to think i worked so hard trying to peel the longans then when juicing the freaking blender dun wanna spin i had to do it one by one and in the end turn out i got smth which my first reaction after taking my first sip was BLEHH. funny eh? crap and i have to clean up the mess i made after everything still. double crap.

I swear i'm gonna get this comp fixed some way or another. maybe i'm gonna email microsoft abt the prob. the freaking machine is resetting the time by itself everytime i switch it off and switch it on again. 'Time and Date not set. Please press F2 to enter setup.' dumb shit. waste so much of my time. if i dun set it i cant login messenger and my antivirus wun work cuz the system time is different from it.

I am so looking forward to tml. haha. well. let's just leave it at here for the moment. haha. =)

I... ok no more I's. nvm. I am going off now. goodbye.

what. a. surprise.

2006-11-04T13:10:00.000+08:00

i thought i'm supposed to be in malaysia? haha. yes i am supposed to be in malaysia, but i asked my mum ytd what time we're supposed to leave td then she tell me 'we not going anymore.' haha. actually i'm more happy than sad. haha. sad thing is i cant get to buy all the cheap stuff. but good thing is i dun miss td's sv. haha. i told grace and she was like 'maybe God doesn't want you to miss the arise and build.' haha. well that's good. i dun wanna miss is anw. i'm happy. gonna go church soon. =D

CHINESE IS OVER. i repeat. CHINESE IS OVER. haha. unless i fail it. i'll NEVER HAVE TO TOUCH CHINESE IN MY LIFE AGAIN. haha. THANK GOD. well i'm just gonna throw away all those chinese stuff man. throw them into the recycle bin near my house there. haha.

went simlim with andy ytd too. and btw ytd i had kinda v bad sinus. crap. my nose was like an open tap during the paper la. wun stop flowing. -.- aft the paper went home rest a while. andy called me on my way home ask me go simlim pei him check out the stuff he wants. haha. met him at bugis at 2pm. then went there. my 'tap' was still flowing and seriously i was feeling quite terrible. urgh. after everything went grace's house for cg.

had a great time during cg. haha. and really thank God merrill brought the ica employment form for me. haha. i was like totally didnt expect it la. but God seriously answers prayers huh. i was like praying the day before for a job then the next day i didnt expect it merrill just brought the form for me. haha. thank God. but do hope i get hired though. and hope they'll accept my need to take leave during my work shadowing period and actually allow me to take leave.. everytime i think of how work shadowing hinders my job finding i get so irritated. haha. but oh well. hope i get one. i need the money. there're many things i wanna buy. haha.

my toe hasn't healed yet. random. oh well.

funny video.

2006-11-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

this is a stupid video abt male restroom etiquette i found on youtube ytd. haha. really dumb. so exaggerated. stupid.

anw went ica to get my passport extended td. quite weird. i thought for males during this age 16 or 17 everytime u extend passport can only extend a max of 6 mths? i went and the person extended mine to like 2010. -.- haha. crap. nvm not my prob.

i dunno why but i kinda felt stupid when i waited for like 50 min for my turn to extend my passport but the procedure only took less than 3 mins. crap. haha. i know this is quite lame but dunno why i thought abt it when i was abt to leave ica. haha. entertain me a bit longer la. i waited for like so long and u shoo me off after just chopping twice on my passport and getting me to sign a doc. stupid. oh well.

went marina sq after that. didnt feel like going home yet. saw glenn there with his friend. yup. i was like walking pass the croc shoe shop then was quite tempted to buy their shoes. not those ugly and hideous beach types one la. haha. not really hideous but just not my kind i guess. maybe nxt time when i start liking them. but what i meant was flip flops. haha. damn ex though. $52.45. didnt buy in the end. but i suppose i'll be going back to get one maybe tml or some other time. haha. nth to do then walked to suntec. went in fox to take a look and also quite tempted to buy some jeans. feel so tempted to buy everything now. haha. cuz nxt week building fund start i know i cant spluge anymore le. haha.

ok that's all i guess. nth much. tml chinese. haha. i cant wait for it to be over. like i care abt chi. crap. just wanna get it done and over with. haha. pass it and i'm happy enough le. haha. any better... well of course i welcome it. haha. and i'll thank God for it. and i really do hope i get a job. arghh. somebody pls hire me!!! =D

death. note.

2006-11-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

a shinigami dropped his notebook. hmm. who will i kill?

haha. i watched death note ytd. yes it's really damn nice. so for those who haven watched it, i strongly recommend you to do so. haha. oh well ytd was a long day. i'll spilt things up a little.

morning
went to sch in the morning for op dry run 2. woke up at 6. reached sch at around 710. i realise i'm stupid. i shld have come ltr. my ct only came in at 8. and what's more so many pple were late. yeewei. hakim. crap. but the most irritating part was david. came to sch like what time. 9 plus if i not wrong. and mr lim wanted us to go in order of our groups. his grp was the first. so we all had to freaking wait for him just to come so we can start. wth. for goodness sake if u dun wanna come just tell yr grpmates dun make us wait. freaking attitude. and he strolled in like nth happened. not to mention mr lim was just plain inflexible. keep insisting on starting in the right order. in the end at around 845 then he gave up and wanted to let my group go first cuz my grp was the first grp for the afternoon batch. but too bad yeewei wasnt here yet. great. so katie's grp started first. wasted so much freaking time. plain dumb.

afternoon
dry run ended at abt 1240. went with my classmates (shaun/wei xuan/bryan/hakim/nazri/weng hong) to ps to eat long john. then we went carrefour to get sushi to eat in the cinema. me and shaun were salmon freaks. so we bought like 10 pieces of salmon sushi. $1 each. haha. went to watch death note. we decided on death note cuz more of us had watch prestige already compared to death note. haha. so ya. and like i said. it was really nice. the plot was so cool. and L was like crazy. sugar freak. i know ginny would like to be like that. eat so much yet so skinny. haha. anw ya aft the movie abt 4 plus we left. at first wanted to go play pool but in the end everybody didnt want.

i had to go church at 8. and at that time was like 5. so much time. at first wanted to go church to slack til 8. but realised that i had to meet ginny 730 at boon lay. so cant. then i thought of going jp walked till 730 then meet her. so i got on the train. but reach outram i saw nxt stop harbourfront. then i thought. why not go vivo? haha. so i went vivo alone. first time there. not really that exciting just that vivo is so big. haha. walked like mad. went to the rooftop or dunno what you call it. ya it was v nice. walked till like 6. then went candy empire to buy choc. haha. bought 1 for ginny as well. quite nice. haha.

night
on my way to boon lay saw jing. quite some time nv see her le. she went sch to study with erwin and her friend i guess. her A's tml. haha. yup. travelled all the way to boon lay. reach at around 650. sat at the mrt station till 7. went jp to walk till 720. walk back to interchange. ginny's there already. took 242 to church. met grace. then went for meeting. first time. woah. realised yes there in a lot going on behind just cg and sv. leaders do have a lot to handle. and it was quite intimidating. all leaders there. except for some helpers too la. haha. anw lasted till around 11. everything ended. grace went back her ntu hostel. me and ginny took 179 back to boon lay and train to eunos. by the time we reached eunos 12 plus le. haha. took bus, sent her back home, then walked back. by the time i reached home, it was 1235am. bath everything finish. around 2. tired. haha.

td
ya that's pretty much all. woke up td at 11 plus. still feeling tired lor. haha. td first day of the month. ltr gonna go macs buy corn cup. haha. $1 only on first day of the month. corn. yes. CORN. haha. this week arise and build weekend. but sad i have to go overseas. i dun want to lor. haha. first week i cant be there. crap. and worst of all it's going to malaysia for 2 days only. sat and sun. crap. oh well. and my toe hurts. nail dropping out. it's black. injured it during the outreach while cycling. ok nvm.

my black toe. reminds me of the time when cheryl also posted her injured toe. haha.

hollywood's ice kachang. look at the corn. so nice. haha. and if u didnt notice, it's special cuz the 'liao' are on top.

s210. my class when i was in mj. haha. miss them.

thank God.

2006-10-30T11:08:00.000+08:00

i added a thank God section on the left. testimonies to thank God for everything He has blessed me. haha. it'll definitely be frequently updated. cuz God is a good God. =)

cute song eh?

2006-10-29T22:37:00.000+08:00

pple who are reading this. pls switch on yr spearkers. haha. listen to the song. damn cute right. it's from my church's children's church first album call FIRST. haha. bought it ytd. this song is called kid's prayer. cool huh? i so glad to see kids so young giving their all for God. so reassuring. and i believe they'll all grow up to be great men and women of God. haha. praise God. pst aileen's definitely doing a great job. and kudos to bro kc for writing this songs. =)

had pm td. it was supposed to start at 130. and i was like supposed to meet at foyer 3 at 1245. but i was late. haha. smth stupid happened la. i cant believe i was so blur. i was like sitting there waiting for 24 to come. then a double-decker bus came. not 24. but you know the period where they had the imf talks the theme was sort of like have to smile. the bus had pics of all the pple's smiles on it. so i was there sitting thinking to myself, 'ok. who has the best smile?' obviously i found some nice ones but the thing is i cant believe i was so stone. 24 was like right behind the bus and i didnt even notice it. and to think that it was there for quite long. i must have really been engrossed with smiles huh? haha. anw ya the double-decker left. only then i noticed the 24. but too late it just drove off. crap. and that's why i was late. and the nxt 24 came like only 12mins ltr. oh well.

pm td was really great. could really sense the presense of God. feel that we really shldnt take things for granted. pst kong talked abt some stuff which i feel was quite true. can sense it in the church la. we need to have a better spiritual atmosphere.aft that went to merrill's grandma's wake.

ok dunnit to elaborate a lot here but ya. just that. aft that went home for dinner and everything. dun really wanna talked abt what happened at home. just crap. nvm forget it.

just a random statement. bananas rock. haha.

kawaii!!! haha.

2006-10-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

konnichiwa! hajimemashite? watashi wa daryl desu. shitsurei desu ga, onamae wa?

what i meant was 'good afternoon! how do you do? i am daryl. can i know your name?' haha. jap's cool eh? borrowed stella jap book ytd during cg. have been reading it ever since. haha. do you know that poly students learning jap have to learn the train station map of japan as well? crazy right? but how cool is that? haha.

going church ltr. haha. almost time to leave. i wanna learn jap! but apparently it's so chim. so many different forms just for one word. formal. informal. long, short, even time based. haha. oh well.

sumimasen. gomenanasai. chotto,,,,. mata kondo!
(and what i meant was 'excuse me. i am sorry. i have to go. see you again!)

i. know.

2006-10-27T15:47:00.000+08:00

ok i just came back home. went to check out some bicycle store called khcycle. it was rather dumb. quite near my house. just a few bus-stops down the road. but when i reach there i was like, 'where the hell is it?' it was supposed to be at the basement. but i went down to the basement seem more like a car park or a place for loading/unloading than a place for shops. i went back up. called the shop. they say they are at the basement. wow. that helped huh? i asked them if the shop is obvous. they said yes quite obvious. like real. i walked to the other side of the building, went down to the basement again, asked for some directions aft getting lost yet again, and i finally found it. obvious eh? it was just a small door which doesnt even have the shop name 'KHCYCLE'. how obvious can that be?

went in, take a look, asked abt some stuff, then i left. i was in the shop for less than 10mins. i spent more time searching for the shop than looking at bikes. oh well at least now i know where the shop is. go check out more shops first then see.

woke up at arnd 1130 td. bathed, went downstairs to eat, then spent the rest of the time reading classifieds trying to look for a job. yes i wanna work this hols. but i got work shadowingfrom 15-24th nov. dunno if i can get a job because of it.

ANYONE OUT THERE GOT ANY PT/FT JOBS AVAILABLE PLS TELL ME OK? I WANT.

yup. called a few companies. might be going interview for some of them i interested. well. yeah.

and speaking of work shadowing. i'm in foote cone & belding (fcb). some advertising company. it's like damn big la. have companies all over the world. the company is at suntec. but apparently neither i nor the people in the same company as me (who are yeewei from my class and janice from another class i dunno. and she is the one who got if i'm not wrong 77 or 78 points for promos. wth.) can find their website. we found one fcb international. seems like the company. name also same as our company but it doesnt state that it has a branch at suntec. there says only orchard road. crap.

first day i'm supposed to like wear pants and long sleeved shirt. can i like not wear pants. jeans cant meh? hope aft first day can. i dun really have a lot of pants, unless i include sch pants. and shirt. why not T-shirt eh. crap. looks like i'd have to get some.

cg ltr. i'm looking forward to it. ok i'm off now. gonna watch the tokyo drift john burned for me. haha.

and i said i'll post up andy's pics. here they are. the pic quality quite bad. well not my camera. haha.

i look rather constipated here.

and yes i'm supposed to be trying to kiss stella.

everyone.

brothers

ahhh.

a change.

2006-10-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

as you can see. i changed template. found this from some guy who creates templates. there was actually another one which i quite liked, but i decided on this one in the end. oh well.

last day of sch td. dun really mean anything to me though. not with pw and chinese not over yet. cant wait for the chi paper to come. and for pw to and as well. first dry run ytd went quite ok la. i got stunned by the second qn which mt ct gave me. dunno how to answer. but now shld be able to le. aft discussing with my grp a bit. still have to chg our presentation a bit here and there. argh.

sometimes i wonder why people only regret their actions aft doing it. wth. like what's the point right? do le means do le. arghh. i'm not exactly in a v good mood right now. freaking hell. feel like going out to the beach or smth. arghhh. cant believe it. wth wth wth. i feel like cycling off now. aft outreach that day suddenly i feel cycling quite fun. maybe it's just too long nv cycle le. gonna try to get a bike. i really feel the urge to get out. go beach. it's been so long since i felt this way. crap. i'm being freaking emo here. who cares. i want this day to pass quick. God gimme strength.

got back progress report td. all c's and d's la. not good. i'm gonna study this hols. tml dunno what i'm gonna do. cg at night tml. means i'm free in the day. pw i guess. finish it and all those crap. ARGHH. i'm outta here.

cycle. cycle.

2006-10-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

sat
had sv on that day. it was friendship connection week. so quite a number of new friends came. they get to have free b&j ice-cream. haha. cool huh. but of course we coup here coup there la. haha. aft that went to airport marrybrown to eat. haha. everything there was great except the price. haha. so expensive. but oh well. junni brought a friend. at first we all thought he was her younger bro or smth. but it turn out to be her classmate. haha. he's like so small size and cute. jiawei went crazy over him. haha. too bad no pic of him to post.

sun
ytd was just pure tiring. haha. cg outreach ytd at east coast. it was a sort of csi game. where teams have to find out who the murderer is. of course new friends came. stella like last min brought 5 new friends. haha. that's good. borrowed alvan's bike in the morning and cycled tgth with john to east coast. haha. we dumb la. took a super long route to go there cuz we missed the traffic light. oh well. reach macs at around 150 then started preparing some of the basic stuff. then eat. then went off to set up our stations. had to help andy dig to bury the shoeboxes at his station. he cycled me there. i tell you. his cycling damn scary. feel like anytime i can fall off. haha. digging was diff. esp aft i buried one one kid came over and step, and the whole thing came out. crap. aft that went back to macs to meet the new friends. had to rush back. i cycle until like crazy. andy had to stay behind to stop anyone from destroying his station. haha.

abt 5pm all the people reached. had intro, ice breakers blah blah. then the csi game started. had to cycle to my station. the ski area there. i'm supposed to be dr lee. haha. criminal profiler. sat there. waited for teams to come. quite cool though even though i'm alone most of the time. sit by the sea and got free music from the ski shop. sit from abt 530 to 7+. low tide to high tide. bright to dark. haha. the view damn good. aft everything went back to hq. merrill's team won.

aft that went to food court there to eat. that was really crazy. it's like so far away from hq. only like 4 of us brought our own bikes. others all rent. had to keep going back and forth to fetch pple. damn tiring. really. my legs felt like collapsing. dunno why also. think it started to feel like that when i rushed back from andy's station. nv stretch la. really strained it. at that point i was like butt pain, thigh pain, hands also pain. haha. full body workout man. pineapple juice works wonders. my legs felt better aft drinking that. we finished eating everything, roughly abt 11+ le. grace's dad offered to fetch those staying in the west and north to the mrt station. east side pple either took cab or just walked out.

john jiarong and me had to cycle home cuz we brought our bikes. i had to cycle ginny home first though. we directed jiarong out cuz he came with bryan and didnt know how to go out. we cycled to vj there then told jiarong how to go. then we ginny and john cont. john was like complaining why he suggested on cycling there in the first place. at least u dun have to cycle another person behind you ok. haha. we took the shorter way this time. compared to when me and john came. so damn short. haha. halfway john had to do business so me and ginny just cont. reach her house that time around 12 le. i was sticky, wet, and everything not nice. no thanks to the water bombs just now. haha. cycled to macs to return the bike to alvan. wanlin, him, eileen and desmond were there. then walked home. i literally bathed sitting down. legs cant take it. aft that, dropped on my bed and slp.

td
woke up at abt 11+. first msg i saw threatened to spoil my day. oh well forget it. body still aching. finally dl the divx player thing so can watch tokyo drift. haha. but have to do op first. dry run on wed. was supposed to meet my group on sun. but because of outreach cant go. td was supposed to meet them too. but i told them really too tired cannot make it. tml they cant meet. crap. oh well.

long post i know. but nvm la since i nv post for abt another one week again. haha. below are some of the nice pics. first few are from sat on the train when we were going home from airport. nxt time andy send me his i'll post the nice ones too. bottom half are from outreach. the video is of baoying and claudia's forfeit for losing in elope. haha. gonng do op now. =(

the brothers

me and stella

matt and melissa

ginny and stella

ginny and me

blehh

andy and bryan

ginny with jonathan's specs

matthew's ultraman huh? haha.

me by the sea at my station alone

stella team talking to muthu (john)

still talking

baoying's team

baoying and claudia doing forfeit. i realise my voice is v loud. haha.

boring...

2006-10-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

i went missing for 1 week eh? haha. since exams ended, too lazy to blog. haha. spending my time watching bleach. there are currently 98 episodes now. i watched till 77 le. haha. andy and ginny say i siao ah. watch so fast. but really nth to do what. and i also wanna quickly watch finish then go watch one piece. haha.

but the irritating thing now is that i cant watch it on youtube anymore. total CRAP. why? cuz youtube got bought over by google..and now they are removing all the videos without copyright. damn crap. search for 'bleach episode 78' churned out only 7 resluts. all unrelated. irritating man. now i have to resort to dling the whole epi to watch. but nvm. better than nth. haha. just managed to finish dling epi 78. gonna go watch soon. haha.

oh well i screwed up for my promos. ok la to other pple my results (Cs and Ds) might be v good but to me it's just plain bad. i admit this round i didnt put in as much effort compared to CTs la. hai... overall my results at least all got pulled up by my CTs. at least that's smth good. i swear i'm gonna do even better for block test 1 nxt yr man. haha.

one interesting thing is that once again i top my class for econs essay. note. it's essay. 20/25. my CTs i got 21/25 if i didnt rmb wrongly. but guess what. my case study sucks la. to quote hakim.. my case study is really like SHIT. haha. CTs my econs case study i got 6/23. this time. 11/30. haha. extreme huh? somebody need to teach me how to do case study. then i can get A. haha.

guess what. my house now like genting highlands. haha. totally clouded by the haze. freaking indo. not to be insulting or anything..but i really dunno what to say la. the haze is just doing nth but irritating my nose. and my nose is super sensitive one k. ytd before i went prayer meeting my mum ask me pass smth to my aunt. she stays at the 11th floor. when i reach that storey..gues what i saw. really genting highlands. at that height it's like look out of the windows u just see a gray sky. i pray that the haze goes away soon man. if not i dun mind it getting worse then no sch. haha.

oh well i too lazy to update anything else le. wanna go watch epi 78 now. =D

school...

2006-10-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna go school... argh. why must they organise some stupid activities during the supposed 'marking days?' total crap la. vj has hols till thurs. if i'm not wrong tpjc also have some marking days. i'm pissed.

too lazy to update abt anything. i look forward to the hols.

i saw irene and yvonne at tm td. haha. ok i know it's a random fact. but heck. they were going to mos burger. at first i heard wrongly thought they were going mosque. haha. i was like, 'HUH?! MOSQUE?!' haha. oh well. and i saw yiwei there too. so long time nv see her le. she say my voice changed. ok. but her's changed too. become more oiii now. haha. so high pitch.

happy birthday yvonne! you're 17! =D

pple pls pray for ginny's grandpa. he's really sick. thx.

ok i'm outta here.

this feeling rocks

2006-10-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

exams are over. haha. promos have ended. THANK GOD! haha. this feeling just rocks man. the feeling of total slack-ness. not needing to care abt anything now. just slack slack slack. haha. no responsibilities. no nth. free. light. at least for now till though. crap.

i rather disgusted by the fact that i have to go back sch tml for ar. total crap. right after promos. what a nice timing. but i still have to. i wanna slp. i so wanna slp. sometimes i think why did i get myself into house comm anw. but when i think abt the positive side, i dun regret being in house comm. haha. oh well.

i look forward to 7.30pm ltr. cg. haha. i miss cg. 3 weeks since i went le. gosh. it seems like a long time.

thanks to ginny, andy, and merrill (in order), i'm now kinda hooked to bleach and one piece. haha. they each took their turns to influence me to watch bleach... and now i understand why they like it. it's really damn funny. haha. and one piece... i have long liked it. but stopped watching cuz kids central stopped showing it last time. haha. now i'm starting to watch again. from episode 1. -.- oh well it's ok. cuz i forgotten where i'd stop the last time.

i have a feeling i wun do as well for this promos. during mid years i still had the time to finish revising everything and re-revise. this time i guess i was just too slack. coupled with the fact that i kept slping in lectures and stuff. quite hard to catch up. and ytd while studying for econs i realised that i dun understand anything the notes said. cuz i pon the econs lec which was supposed to go through it. crap. market failure. td's paper i totally have no idea abt it. FAILURE. i need someone to help me with that chap man. i swear i'll nv do such stupid things like ponning econs again. at least not ECONS.

thank God for helping me think through some things. had been troubling me. thank God. i dunno how to thank Him more. hallelujah.

taking a break.

2006-09-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

what i mean is taking a break from blogger. haha.

at least till promos is over.

which is like nxt fri.

gonna go study overnight with ginny soon. been studying with her and sometimes weijian lately.

studying makes me crazy.

oh and i'm happy hady won. though i felt he wasn't as good as jon on the performance night.

ok i'm gone.

cya nxt fri.

focus. study.

2006-09-20T12:55:00.000+08:00

i guess the title just says it all. i really need to focus and study now. seems like now i study i get distracted so easily. ahh.

didn't go sch td. not intending to go sch tml as well. wun be going to sch on fri if not for the stupid bio spa. oh well. stay at home and study. nth much to write. gonna go back to studying aft this. bye.

here's the pic. gift from khaireen. the tag definitely suits me. cuz i always slp one. in class in lectures everywhere. haha.thx once again.

i. feel...

2006-09-18T18:43:00.000+08:00

i feel tired. i feel slpy. i feel like just forgetting everything and stop having to study and just slack it off instead. argh. i really hope promos end soon. but on the other hand i wish it doesnt come so fast cuz i haven really revised finish yet. argh. i dun feel like going sch at all. just wanna stay home and study. argh.

td was yet another typical day. went to sch and everything. the only diff was that td my class celebrated hakim, aqilah, shaun, lynette, and my bday. one cake 5 pple, but it's ok. this celebration was for the may-sept babies. a little late hor. haha. celebrated aft lessons ended. freaking gp drag for 30mins more. but anw. ya. we sang song and everything. then cut cake. the katie started taking the cream off the cake (did i tell you the cake was SUPER CREAMY. FULL OF CREAM.) and slapping it on pple's face. goodness. guess what. i got it the worst.

apparently cuz i think my bday was the most recent one that's why. bryan grabbed me and they all came. crap. pple got only a few strips of cream. i got my whole face white. goodness. so disgusting, oily and unglam la. and they still had to take pic. i have to agree with mr fang. that's happy slapping man. though they're not beating me up. haha. aft that went toilet to wash my face up and then went to eat the cake. it was nice. i got 2 slices. haha. oh well. thx pple! =D

now i'm home. first thing i did was to go wash my face with soap again. haha. guess what. i can see pimples popping up already. thx a lot man. -.- gonna have dinner soon. yup. then i guess it's back to studying again. such a bore. haha.

oh and thx kaireen for yr card and that tag. i have to agree it definitely suits and fits me a lot. i'll take a pic of it some time then post it up. haha. once again thx everyone. =)

bore. ring.

2006-09-15T19:40:00.000+08:00

nth really much to write. just wanna post this video and pic i took ytd. haha. jasmine got voted out of sg idol ytd. i neutral abt it la. dun really like her, but dun dislike her as well. but quite sad to see her go though. and have to admit she really did improve a lot. surprised me at first when she did. but well. hardy and jonathan are way better. she deserved third. =)

happy birthday!

2006-09-14T17:27:00.000+08:00

i have 3 things i wanna do in this post.
one. say happy birthday to pple and of course me.
two. update on some stuff.
three. pic again. haha.
ok here i go.

one.
ok i shall hereby say happry birthday to everyone who shares the same bday as me. 14 sept is the day i actually know so many pple celebrating their bdays at once. haha. 14 sept is a good day huh. =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUM SUM (19 years), CONSTANCE (18 years), DARYL (which is me. 17 years), ADELENE (17 years), AND AUDREY (16 years). haha.
and thx to everyone who wished me in one way or another td. THX!

two.
just wanna say that td has been great. yeah. haha. i had wanted to list out everyone who actually wished me but figured that it'll take ages so i decided not to. well. yeah. as of now, i received a balloon, note and some ball thing from celine, a toy pony from hose house council, and a SCH UNIFORM from the aunties in my class. goodness. haha. look at the pics. well, i guess that should be abt all cuz i wun receive anything from my family one la. dun even know if they rmb. oh! ya and btw i just chg my specs. yup. haha. plastic one sort of gray in colour dun dunno why i feel it has a little green in it. haha. yup. tell me it's nice ya. =D

three.
enjoy the pics.

the balloon celine gave me.

her attached card.

how dare u call me shorty celine. haha. i swear i'll grow taller. just u wait.

this is what the ball thing celine gave me contained.

the pony.

the pony again.

this is the SCH UNIFORM. crap man the aunties. haha. write it on the collar. -.-

thx!

pics. again.

2006-09-07T13:24:00.000+08:00

i split the two posts up cuz diff categories. so pple. if you're looking rmb to scroll down. haha. this pics are from the outreach my cg had in simei. irene's condo. first lets just say that her condo rocks man. first time i went there with ginny to check out the place i was like... i wanna stay here. haha. anw there too many pics. too lazy to add comments. just look. haha. ok enough talk.

time for me to go study. slack long enough le. =D

more baptism pics

2006-09-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

i finally received iris's pic. didn't put up everything though. yup.

xuemei looks like she's holding a carrot.

errr. i dunno how to comment on this pic.

me and xuemei.

everyone.

ahhh. crunchhh.

getting ready.

iris and xuemei.

iris and sasha.

all of us.

dunno what to say.

pics

2006-09-04T10:13:00.000+08:00

only this few for now. iris haven send me hers. haha.

ginny-me-baoying

ginny-me-baoying again

don't block us!

everyone.

apple and candle

me-sasha-xuemei

us again. haha

salt on my hair.

we're listening.

biting my apple.

ok. i dunno what to say for this.

???

before our baptism. =)

lazy...

2006-08-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

i feel so lazy. haha. just wanna sit here in front of my comp and dun move. and i'm so lazy in updating nowsdays. haha. oh well who cares.

I GOT BAPTIZED ON SAT! woo! got baptized tgth with xuemei and sasha. haha. finally man. thank God so much for it. dun wanna talk too much. i'll let the pics do the talking. i got only 1 now though. -.- waiting for sasha and iris to send me. haha. enjoy. =D

i have a big mouth. and i look so ugly in this pic la. -.-

the video of my church in the taiwan news. =)

WOW

2006-08-23T16:42:00.000+08:00

ok i know it's been quite some time since i updated. just too lazy. haha. oh well. i have some time now. so here i go.

last fri, sat and sun was tremendous. totally crazy. what can i say? Dr A.R Bernard came to my church. one word. WOW. he really v good la. last time he came was 4 years ago. i wasn't in church then. then all his other supposed trips down got cancelled because everytime something impt popped up and he can't make it. oh well but at least he came this time. WOW. his teachings really changed a lot of my views and everything. i dunno how to explain la. everytime he seem to say smth till like so chim like that. then when u finally understand it, u go... wow. i nv thought of that. wow. that's just amazing. exactly like what grace said it'll be. haha. i'm glad i attended all three of his sessions.

one good news is that i'm finally getting baptised this sat. haha. the date postpone twice. but this time real le. haha. getting baptised tgth with xuemei and sasha. woo. i can't wait la. but have to said to the house comm pple. sry i can't make it for the sav opening ceremony this sat. getting baptised more impt. thank God mr ng allowed me to miss the opening ceremony. i was intending like if he don't allow, i'm gonna pon it anw. no way i'm gonna miss my baptism. no way. but then i'll get into a lot of trouble. haha. so THANK GOD i can make it. sry that i caused mr ng to need to get another guy to replace me. i'll make it up to all of you all some other time. =D

i'm gonna go running aft writing this. it's been a long time since i ran. haha. can't wait. but the thing is i no running shoes la. so have to run with some other shoe. stupid mr chua. he said he's helping us buy the asics(did i spell it right?) shoes at 40% discount. i waiting lor. i want new shoes.

think i'll be getting a new phone soon. sold off my o2, now using some old spare phone. haha. but i dunno what to buy. the 'want' part of me wanna buy a good expensive phone but the 'don't want' part of me just wanna get a cheap phone then use the remaining money buy all the other stuff i want. haha. it seems like the 'want' is winning. haha. see first la. i'll check out the prices and everything first. =D

finally i got the picture for the time i went to new york. there's supposed to be 3. but i got only 1 on my comp. -.- nvm it'll do. going running soon. BOO.

cont.

2006-08-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

decided to separate this cuz the previous post was getting too long. haha. i realised no one actually wrote "tag" but they just tagged like normal. so i guess i'm just gonna do it anw.

tag and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

elaine
1. you love soccer.
2. stop watching soccer.
3. green.
4. your name.
5. you asked me to put your phone in my pocket. haha.
6. giraffe (even thought you're not exactly that tall).
7. why are u so busy? =D

khalid
1. you're not malay.
2. be an emcee.
3. yellow
4. your crap. haha.
5. the guy in canoeing before.
6. monkey.
7. why are you not malay?

weili
1. cactus lover.
2. eat cactus.
3. yellow.
4. you're always v fun to talk with. =D
5. the first girl from hose to campaign yourself during house comm selection. haha.
6. orangutan. HAHA.
7. why you look so diff in your picture during the campaign and now.

baoying
1. you're in 'love' with ginny.
2. fight with me. haha.
3. white/black
4. you nv fail to crap with me.
5. ginny's friend during mavis who's aso from ahs.
6. dog
7. are you straight? haha

linkai
1. you have a deep voice (quite).
2. breakdance. dunno why i thought of that. =D
3. brown.
4. your super results. haha.
5. merrill's friend who came for emerge conference.
6. puppy.
7. why are you so clever?

gp... urghh.

2006-08-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

ok i'm gonna have to complete this post fast. cuz i'm going for dinner. haha.

tuesday
oh well MINDS was just crap la. i mean it wasn't so bad but i felt that i went to sch really just to waste time la. spend the day walking around and watching some stupid 'concert'. and half the time i was bringing the MINDS pple to the toilet. pointless.

wednesday
well last wed was great. went out with e222 to newyork to eat. haha. john, me, grace and huimin was supposed to reach 11 at city hall to sort of queue first but well john overslept and so he and huimin ended up late. so me and grace went to walk arnd first. went to take a look at the shop but ya it isn't open yet. apparently it opens just nice at 12. haha. so anw then we went to hmv to hang arnd. grace intro-ed me to all sorts of stuff there man. stuff which i nv knew. haha. guess i must go hmv more often.

john and huimin arrived at arnd 1130. haha. still got time so we went to some shop i forgot the name to sit down and get some drinks. i bought milo dinosaur. haha. yum. anw. fast forward to 12. we went to newyork. went in. 4 person reserve 17 sits. haha. then me and john went to play pool at the pool table. $5 for half an hour. how cheap. -.- well we sort of played for half an hour. haha. slowly more pple came. so merrill and arison came to join us too. last 2mins of time we press 'new game'. haha. then we get to start a new game all over again. then near the end u refused to play the last ball in the hole. haha. so indirectly we haven finished the game yet. haha.

ok fast forward again. we ended the game, ordered our food. and sat down to eat. the chicken was super filling man. $14.90. super worth it to me. with my kind of appetite i expected myself to want to eat more aft that but turn out i was too full. haha. there was free candy floss so crystal and charmine took like dunno how many sticks. eat and eat. crazy. haha.

finished everything. we went to marina walk a while. then we all left lor. went with ginny and esmond to simlim to 'change' her ipod earpiece. so crap la her. urghh... dinner time. i'll cont ltr.

back. ok let me cont. as i said. she's crap. she go all the way there try to change her earpiece cuz it spoilt without any reason. so she thought can change for free. but when we went to the shop the salesgirl just say she can't do that then she left le. -.- quite dumb right. i was telling her if it were me i'll have argued and gotten the free exchange. ah anw aft that we went home. that's abt all for wed. dun wanna talk abt the parade and stuff.

thursday
was supposed to go have lunch with mr ng, baoying, ginny and the tk pple at tm seoul garden one. but have h1 econs test on fri so cant go have to study. ginny got pw can't go also. so turn out only baoying and the tk pple went. but wasn't too bad la. heard ginny say mr ng came late cuz he wanna spend time with his wife and left early cuz he got a tuition class. hope i can see mr ng soon.

friday
this is the day i finally sold my phone. haha. went to sch blah blah. then came back home. was on the comp slacking arnd when andy suddenly tell me got a guy VERY sincere wanna get my phone for $650 straight away. i was like ok. can. the lowest price i accepted. haha. but aft i sent him the pics the guy saw the condition of my phone he say $620. oh crap. but anw i still agreed la in the end. met up with andy at bedok and went to bugis to meet the guy. i have to say he was like one of the best buyers ever man. haha. totally so friendly and nice. i give him the phone check but he like nv check at all say ok can le. woah. if i was some cheat i would ripped him off. haha. but my conscience is clear la. everything's there. he gave me the money and i was like. first time my wallet so FAT. not with coins but actually with NOTES. haha. really have to thank andy a lot for all his help. see. i told you he'll definitely be able to find a buyer for me. haha.aft that took train down to eunos go for cg.

cg was really great. the msg was really v appropriate la. v relevant to me at that point of time. God always have a right time to tell u smth huh. haha. =D

saturday
first thing i did on this day was to wake up at 9 to wake ginny up. she wanted to watch the repeat of superband. -.- oh well. i went to macs to study at arnd 12 then went off at arnd 2 to go church. that 2 hours spent 'studying', 1 hour was spent sneezing and rubbing my nose, 30mins slacking, and 30 mins studying. crap la. my nose was like open tap on that day. sinus again. anw went to queue. met ginny on my way there. then she started going on and on abt how good and how cute milubing is. -.- whatever. haha. my nose subsided a bit but still was quite bad. sv was totally great. the msg was v good but not for me la. talking abt the role of a wife. haha. cuz of my nose i was like trying to stay awake during pst was talking. argh. aft sv went for planetshakers concert. i didn't like it la. too fun and all. the msg was also like totally no point. talking abt the first kiss. like totally no link la. what crap. waste my money and time. haha. not worth it. oh and i saw elena and her friends there. haha.

aft all that went 85 market to eat. it's been a long time since i went there to eat le. miss those sec sch times. anw, went there with esmond, esmond's friend (shucks i forgot the name), david (another of esmond's friend), and ginny. enjoyed myself la. aft that went home blah blah that's all.

sunday
i go bath first. haha. -.-

first thing i did on sunday was to wake up at 7am in the morning to wake ginny up again. -.- she had to serve. anw. i went back to slp aft she woke up and then wake again at arnd 10.45am. my sinus hasn't gone away from ytd yet so my nose was still like BOO. hai. at least it's better than ytd. so ya. had breakfast blah blah. went to macs to study. ginny came as well aft she finished serving and ya. that's abt all lor. i can hereby proclaim one fact. ginny quek is really a random person, just like lynn kok. -.- keep asking me those weird weird qn out of nowhere and expect me to ans. crap. haha. went home at arnd 7pm. that's abt all le.

monday
td was just the same la. went to sch.. then come back home lor. got gp to do now. total crap. stupid presentation. then mr fang just gave us more gp td. gotta do a mini presentation tml. i'm supposed to find the pros and cons of human cloning. stupid topic. waste my time.

that's pretty much everything la. gotta do rush my gp aft this. arghh. i wanted to post up the pictures we took at newyork but john can't send me them yet so i guess i'll upload nxt time. i'm gonna add smth random now. i realised that walking home at 1am in the morning rocks. haha. cuz by the time we finish eating at 85 on sat it was already like 12am plus. haha. so by the time i sent and walked ginny home it was like 12.49am. then i walked home. so shiock man. dunno why. so quiet so peaceful. haha. random-ness. oh well i'm gonna go do my freaking gp now. BOO.

daokiapigpangpoo

2006-08-12T11:24:00.000+08:00

first, it was celine who gave me that name. apparently cuz i nv say hi to her on msn she call me dao. then the rest of the name i dunno how she made it up. haha.

dun wanna write abt anything td. i shall be a good boy and go macs to study. will update nxt time. and i have to say i'll need to reply to my tags more often and more efficient nxt time. i'm flooding my own tagbox. ----->

one last thing. i promised cheryl to do this.

tag and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

i. wanna. slp.

2006-08-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

i shall split things up a bit. haha

saturday
fop on sat was equally great, but i felt that fri was better. ginny felt otherwise. haha. went to meet the guy who was interested in my phone at bugis b4 going to queue. this time, the guy didn't pangseh me. haha. he turned up, but the prob is that he looked at my phone, say that the condition too jialat, less than 1 min ltr, say can't buy from me, and he left. what a waste of time. haha. but at least he turned up and see see a little. not too bad. better than last monday that idiot guy ' got held up by the dentist can't make it '. total crap. haha. reached stadium at around 3.20 to queue. bryan, ginny, shawn and esmond was there already. i joined them and yup, slowly more pple came blah blah. doors opened, went in, fop started, saw wanlin and cheryl, enjoyed myself, fop ended, went to eat with esmond and ginny at bedok, went home with ginny, bath, qt, then sleep. tml morning had church anniversary. have to wake up at 6.55am tml just to wake ginny up. then meet her 7.40am at the bus stop. slp time: 3.10am. crap. btw i swear matthew's car is so comfortable to sit in. even with 4 persons squeezing at the back. ginny, me, esmond and melissa.

sunday
guess what time i woke up. 8.50am. that's like 2h late. and i'm supposed to like be at kallang at 8.15am. haha. apparently my phone woke me up, then u know nokia has that function everytime it wakes u up it ask you if u wanna switch on the phone. i pressed yes, then u know start-up needs time ma. so i put my phone beside my pillow and guess what. i felt back aslp in like that few seconds. haha. then my phone has a pin so i nv enter it no service so no one can call through. haha. crap man. i rushed, blah blah. went downstairs to wait for bus 15 and called grace at the same time to tell her i'll be late. haha.

then i realised that i didn't receive at missed calls or msg from ginny. so i called her. guess what. she also woke up at 8.50am. -.- it was 9.05 when i called her. haha. totally crap man. she was getting ready to leave the house so in the end i still can meet her at the bus stop. haha. at that point of time i was not fully awake yet man. my eye lids felt so heavy. took 15 down to parkway there chg take 16 to stadium. haha. reach there at around 10.10am. haha. sv started and i have to say it was totally crazy. ccc and don moen led praise and worship. saw a video of the church's 17 years of history. pst kong preached the Word aft that. then comes the cutting of the cake. the cake was HUGE. haha. sun called back from all the way from new york (not sure) to wish us happy birthday. sang bday song. then watched another surprise video to celebrate pst kong's 20 years in ministry. pst derek and the rest presented pst kong with a huge trophy cup. haha. the whole sv lasted for abt 3+ hours. have to say i enjoyed it a lot. i thank God that i'm in city harvest church and though pple may criticise it and everything. parents, friends, classmates, relatives. but heck. like john just told me. forgive, and let God deal with them. haha. i love my church. and i love God even more.

went to parkway food court to eat lunch aft that. only bryan, charmaine, merrill and grace could make it for the fop at night. haha. went home with ginny, wallace and claudia. aft that went out again to go my grandparent's house for dinner. came home and i was super tired. haha.

monday
this day was like a slp day. i literally slp through all my lessons except chem. haha. was so tired. furthermore my sinus came up again during bio. so i was like sick aft bio. haha. and to think the day had to end at like 6.30pm because of some stupid MINDS briefing. crap. all the schs tml having celebrations but we need to go back to our sl places to celebrate national day with the people there. i definitely wouldn't mind going back to clementi to celebrate with the touch kids but they just have to have an outing tml so we can't go. so turn our my class got switched to MINDS. wt...

came back home for dinner and everything. then THANK GOD man. haha. i was typing this halfway when my mum came into the room to like gimme $20. say gimme use for nxt time need to eat out myself for dinner. haha. i can't deny i needed the money. broke man. God indeed is a good God. =D

oh well i shall end this. i dunno if i wanna go sch tml. stupid MINDS. crap.

first night of fop.

2006-08-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

fop was great! haha. i felt that don moen is really v anointed. even though his songs i dun really know how to sing and his style was quite diff. but still some of his songs were really nice! i love 'hiding place' and 'he never sleeps he never slumbers'. haha. the ccc band also totally rocked the house. hope bryan comes online soon. gonna get him to send me the songs. haha.

apparently i found another guy interested in my phone. most prob gonna go meet him ltr. $660. oh well. hope he turns up this time. meeting at bugis. so even if i get pangseh-ed again not so bad cuz gonna go kallang anw. if he dun turn up then gonna lend andy the phone. he needs it for some sch thing i guess. i hereby say that andy has a gift for doing business. haha. he sells things off so easily and at a good price as well. i'm almost 100% confident if i can't sell my phone td he'll definitely find a buyer for me during the 1 week i'm lending him the phone. haha.

looking forward to fop tonight. and looking foward to a new phone i guess. after i manage to sell away my present phone of course. =D

found another video again. haha. this one's totally crazy. enjoy. =D

rush.

2006-08-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

gonna for fop soon. in like 15mins time. haha. meeting the rest of the cg for dinner first b4 queueing. looking forward to it. haha. will update aft fop ends. btw grace sent me a msg which left me laughing. haha. it's not really funny but also dunno why i just found it hilarious when i saw it.

grace: pls note that there'll be no food at the singapore indoor stadium.

haha. i'm crazy. i started laughing when i saw this. =D

funny. day.

2006-08-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

td is a funny day. haha. i dunno why. but. haha. hahaha.

td is our beloved captain xiaojie's bday! happy bday xiaojie! celebrated for her td morning b4 flag raising. haha. weili bought the presents. a cake and a cactus. haha. cactus. -.- weird choice of gift but apparently she say it's nice. haha. here's the pic we took. once again. happy bday xiaojie! lead hose to greater heights! =D

went to ymca aft sch td for baptism bs. it shld be tml but grace got the info wrong and told us td and me, sasha, sasha's friend and xuemei all went for nth. haha. oh well. nvm la. i also nth much to do. at least i know how to go ymca myself now and i know where it is now. there's always smth to thank God for in all things, good or bad. when we found out we came for nth we left. the girls went to eat and went home. tml is the bs. gotta go back ymca again tml. hope time passes faster. =D

i didn't wanna go sch tml. but turn out tml got meeting with mr tan abt the j2's farewell for the pros so i have to go. sian. oh well. a few pple called me td to ask abt my phone again. really hope i can get a buyer soon.

freaking crap i found out just now when i visited my shutterfly that the 171 pics which i left my comp overnight ytd to upload disappeared. total crap. they just DISAPPEARED. and that means i'll have to spend 4h some other time to upload them again. i'll do it when i have time. not now. i'm not gonna leave my comp on overnight again.

haven't been studying much lately. think i'll have to buck up and start revising for promos soon. not much time left. study again. hai. and econs common test is coming up soon.

ytd was nathalie's bday. so sorry couldn't wish u on time but. happy belated bday nathalie! =D

i hereby say that project work sucks. totally sucks. i hate doing it la. so no point. well i gtg do some stuff and then my qt le. feel slpy. gtg drink my ice tea now. =D

my internet is finally back up

2006-07-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

aft like almost a week. my internet connection is finally fixed. i can surf the net once again. thank God. quite a lot to update abt. i'll write on what i can rmb now, and i'll try to keep it short.

HALLELUJAH! i gonna get water baptised nxt week! woo! my mother agreed to it. thank God. THANK GOD. i cant wait for it. the old man is dead and the new mans lives now in me. 12 aug. i'm waiting for this date. gonna get baptised tgth with xuemei and sasha. got baptism bs this wed. i really cant wait for it man. thank GOD!

had sl last wed at clementi with some childcare called touch. spent the day with some small k2 kids. it was fun la. they were cute and everything a kid is. ya that's all i can say. i'm trying to upload all the photos we took on dat day into shutterfly now. but apparently the estimated time is abt 4h to complete all 171 pics. -.- all the pics are big. 1-3mb each. take so long. sian.

last week's cell was really great. i dunno why but really the presense was there. like God was preparing us for sv and deliverence on sat or smth. i just felt so relaxed aft cell. like i know i dun have to worry abt anything anymore. esp on my qt stuff. need to be more consistent, though i may be tired and stuff at night. but cant forsake praying. really great. aft cell me, ginny, john, grace, xuemei and huimin went to eat bar chor mee near grace's house. haha. some of them dun eat liver and fats so throw all to me and huimin. haha. good. i dun mind. i eat anything. haha.

sv on sat was totally powerful. reuben morgan came to lead praise and worship, i love some of the new hillsong songs. think i gonna buy the new album. haha. mike connell came to preach the msg abt deliverence from demons and spirits and conducted deliverence sv aft the main sv. presense of God was really there. had to say it was the first time i really felt fear and it was b4 the deliverence sv started. ps mike connell called for pple to go down and i just went. got prayed for and i just felt so touched by God. so cleansed. i was like totally numb and dazed aft the praying. went for sunday sv too cuz lynn wanted to come to see reuben morgan. she stayed for the deliverence sv. i'm glad for her la that she decided to go down in the end to get prayed for. there was like this little girl 2 rows below me crying, screaming and trembling when we started praying and i just really felt for her. all i could do was stand up there and cont praying for her. the whole 2 days just touched me la. God is really a God who saves. no doubt. amen.

aft sv went to eat macs at airport. then went home and because my internet wasn't working and i needed the pw file to do stuff, had to go the the macs near my house again to get it using my phone. ginny was there studying but turn out i use more of my phone to help her sign up for macs membership than i use it to get my mail. in the end my mail dun have the file i was looking for. crap. haha. we chatted for a while then i left. qt at night was amazing. i sort of cried a lot but just couldn't help myself from feeling so emo. thanking God for what He have helped me with and everything. even through my accident. hallelujah.

went sch td and all. i was supposed to sell my o2 phone td to some guy andy helped me found on ebay for $720. i only told him roughly i wanted to sell it and he really go ebay post it up for me. so on sunday so many pple keep msging and calling me to ask abt my phone. haha. thank God for this bro man. andy couldn't pei me td so i asked john. thank God for this bro too! and to think john wasn't feeling too well. we went to simlim to get a new stylus and his stylus too. shop a while. looked at phones, esp the nokia n73. i was looking to get that aft i sold the o2. but things just couldn't turn out so well right. sat andy post, sun pple contact me, and td sell? fairytale story. -.- the guy wanted to meet me 8 at amk. i said ok. so i went, and guess what? he fly kite. nv turn up. call him dun pick up msg him dun ans. and he still had the cheek to msg me 2h ltr tell me he was held up by the dentist. total crap. haha. a little disappointed but nvm la. i'll wait for other buyers. at least i learnt smth. not to be so stupid the nxt time. insist on east area. so even if the nxt person dun turn up nxt time i dun have to travel so far. haha.

fop nxt week. i cant wait. sad that i cant make it for sunday night. got dinner with my grandparents i can't miss. oh well. singapore indoor stadium! yeah!

i guess that's all for now. 124 more pictures to upload. extimated time 2h 50mins. oh well. i just leave the comp on. mr chan show us this video td during bio lecture. damn funny. haha. i really thought apple was coming out with smth new again. www.apple.com/itsnotreal -.- haha. dumb. enjoy =D

rest.

2006-07-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

finally the week is over. i'm dead tired man. all the rhd rehearsals. lack of slp. goodness. indeed thank God for all that He has provided me man. it's not really v late now. but i'm seriously tired. need to slp. and ltr i still gotta wake up in like 6 hours time to go back ahs for founder's day. screw dr boon. founder's day on a sat. just what kinda crap is this? ahs is gonna die under her sooner or later man. i kinda look forward to it though. haha. back to see the PA pple. i wonder how they have been. i'll update again tml or when i have the time. gtg do my qt now. meanwhile, enjoy yee hsu's singing. haha. i know it's quite soft.

mel...

2006-07-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

mel... haha. i'm mesmerized by mel... haha. ya right.

went out with andy td to buy shop. haha. actually was deciding whether wanna go anot at first. cuz he told me he confirm with me this morning, and ytd i was like telling him even if he dun wanna go i'll still be going myself. haha. but turn out this morning wake up still felt tired and lazy so i was like thinking if he dun wanna go i might as well also dun go le. but in the end the msged me '2pm at city hall?' haha. so go lor. thank God when i told my mother i wanted to buy shoes td she agreed to gimme $100 to spend. thank God. =D

reached city hall. den i saw andy in shorts and slippers. -.- how appropriate a dressing to go to town. haha. but nvm la. it's better than the last time when i wore like total crap even worse than him to go to town. haha. i wanted to buy shoes so we went to suntec to walk around. went nike, addidas, new balance blah blah. then we went to buy ice-cream at a shop near carrefour there. haha. they had like lumps of ice-cream displayed. so tempting to just get everything. i got chocolate as usual (my fav) and andy got black sesame. haha. he kept saying it gives a diff flavour everytime he licks it. haha. i intended to buy real running shoes at the start. but when we where at why pay more andy saw a pair of vans shoes and he say v nice on me. it was nice la i admit it. but was quite hesitant to buy cuz i wanted to get running shoes. haha. but he practically convinced me to get it. haha. so i bought it in the end. i'm wearing it to sch tml. say it's nice ok? =D

aft that went to bras plaza (i dunno if it's called that way) to get guitar strings for andy. i'm a total noob when it comes to guitar stuff ok. i wanna learn! but yeah we bought it then we walked to bugis. walked around. realised that there wasn't really anything interesting there so we took train to somerset. first we went to cineleisure to get the ipod ear buds andy wanted. then to the nike shop there to buy andy's bag. that's when the fun began. haha.

mel... andy got mesmerized by a salesgirl called mel. haha. we were looking around minding our own business when she approached us and ask how can she help us. then andy was like ok we look around first. so we looked, looked, then andy saw a grayish nike bag which he liked. so the salesgirl came back to like promote it la. haha. let's fast forward. in the end andy bought the bag and we left the shop. mel... haha. andy started to like got erm.. mesmerized. haha. he say the girl v nice and friendly and everything. haha. she wasn't exactly pretty la but i like i told andy she's nice and sweet. offer to help us but know how to just back away sometimes to let us explore our own. not like those sales pple who are always beside u. always sure a nuisance. haha. so he kepting talking abt her and mel-ing here and there. haha. so funny. dun even know her age and all yet so crazy. haha. but it's all for the fun of it la. all crap. haha. andy finally used up $80 of the $100 nike voucher which he won. haha. mel...

went to far east aft that to look for my bag which i wanted. but didn't really find any which i liked. i intended to get a bag td when i came out but guess it's not td la. went home aft that for my dinner and that's abt all.

i realised i forgotten to print out the hose board photos and i'm supposed to have it ready by tml. crap la. nvm told weili i'll get it done by tml or tues and then went to do my pw stuff. still have to go cut out the j2 classes for the board aft this the gotta do qt. looks like i'm gonna have to slp late td again. oh well. i asked for it. blame it on my forgetfulness and slack-ness. haha. tml's gonna be the start of a freaking busy week. God give me the strength to go though pls. He will. i believe it. =D

good. mood.

2006-07-15T13:04:00.000+08:00

the week is over! or at least the sch days are over. finally! haha. i'm in a good mood now. dunno why. from ytd night till now. haha.i shall talk abt what happened ytd.

ytd was a totally tiring day. haha. had comendation for the sc pple at st andrew's cathedral. it was... erm quite boring. the person (i can't rmb what we're supposed to call him) saying 'xxx, recieve this badge for the service of God and for st andrew's junior college' for like 50+ times in total? too formal. just get it over and done with la. sc only. hc better. haha. ops. aft the thing the whole hc went to eat kenny rogers. well roughly the whole hc la. some didn't go. but anw ya we had a hard time deciding on kenny rogers. haha. we wanted to go kopitiam to eat in the first place. but in the end... ya. haha. i didn't eat. wasn't feeling that hungry and had no money to spend as usual. the rugby match's nxt.

went back sch with mitchel and li jian. then went to chg and get ready for the match lor. thank God weili managed to found another j1 to play. if not hose would have been disqualified and i think i'll be in trouble. haha. THANK GOD! i was so scared abt that for the past few days la. mayb that's why now i'm in a good mood. it's over. played 4 matches. and half the time we had pple not from hose playing for us. haha. cuz pple got too tired. i didn't really touched the ball much. haha. the ruggers and j2's on our team contributed the most. hose got 4th placing. haha. ok la. i got a few cuts and bruises here and there. now my whole body aching. haha. lost all 3 matches but won venn! yay! at least not last. sry venn. =D

aft that went to grace's house for pm. supposed to reach by 6.45 but i was only ready to leave the sch at 6.30. crap. no choice but to take cab. i hereby say dun underestimate the irritating-ness of needing a cab when u need one. i went out of sch, tried to get a cab but couldn't. so i walked further down the main road. that's when i got so pissed off. here comes a guy standing beside me also waiting to take a cab. at first i thought he's nice stand behind me so if a cab come i'll get it first. aft a while no cab came. he left. i thought he's nice going somewhere else dun compete with me. turn out he noticed an empty cab that's gonna turn in (which i didn't see) and he walked up to it and took it. i was like.. wtf? sry but was really pissed off then. i was first and yet he snatched the cab away. when the cab passed me he still had the cheek to look at me. i looked back and gave him that F-ed up look. totally pissed me off. then i decided to take a bus 1 stop down to try getting a cab. so took it and found a taxi stand nearby. but the prob is that taxi stand is deserted one. ok fine i'll wait. then i saw a girl (from my sch) walking to the bus-stop further in front. at first i thought she's waiting for a bus. but she flagged down a cab ltr. that taxi stand already isolated enough le and she still had to take away the only empty cab that came by. can't blame her though. she didn't know i was there. ok i cont waiting. then come another guy who came up to me asking me if i had been waiting v long for a taxi stand already. i said yes and he decided to go further down cuz he dun think he'll get a taxi there. then comes an empty taxi. THANK GOD this time it stopped for ME. haha. if that guy took the cab from me again i swear i would have chased aft it and pointed him the middle finger. that's how irritated i was then.

reached grace house at abt 7. prayed for about 45min for taiwan emerge, church and e222. then went to town to makan. went to eat at makansutra. the food there was uber nice. but uber ex too. smth weird happened though. went to buy satay with merrill. at first the guy was like total attitude problem. i think he got a headache or smth. we were like.. wowed by his attitude towards us. then guess what? when i paid for the satay he said to me 'ok boy i give you discount. $5 instead.' WOW. i so didn't expect that. guity conscience? haha. and to think we talking behind his back a moment b4. haha. God is good.aft everything it was like 11.30? i still didn't feel tired at all though i at a long day. haha. i think it was because i was in town area. still didn't wanna go home wanna chill somewhere still. ya i think that's the reason la. cuz when i was going home with ginny sitting on the bus i slowly became tired la. haha.

reached home. made sure ginny was home too. went to bath. abt 12.40am by then. lie on my bed for a little rest intending to do qt ltr but i guess i underestimated my tiredness. i dun even rmb falling aslp. seemed like the moment i was on my bed i fell aslp. crap. haha. guess i was that tired.

ok. long post but end of story. gonna go for sv in like 20min time. i look forward to sushi for dinner tonight. =D

breakouts. pimples.

2006-07-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

urgh. haha. since like monday i've been having pimples below my nose. totally crap. i'm not the kinda guy who's very particular abt pimples one la. but this time. hai. 1 directly above my lip, 1 to the left, 1 to the right. all 3 near the same area. why am i so suey? if all just normal pimples still nvm, but dunno why all 3 all red red one, esp ytd night and this morning. big and red. i think 10 metres away u also can notice it man. haha. hope it just subsides soon. so ugly. urgh. haha.

got back most of my papers le. other than gp. i got straight 'B's. haha. bio, chem, math, chinese. pple get straight 'A's i get Bs. haha. the results ok la. though i wanted my chem to get A. sad. i wanna take h3 chem. now dunno can anot le. now waiting for my gp. if also get B then i'm officially the straight 'B' student. haha. i dun want! hope to do better nxt time la. which is... promos. study again. oh no. i dun wanna touch my books anw. i just barely ended my exams. -.-

tml got to play rugby for hose tml. got pulled into it cuz nobody wanted to join. even now i only have 6 pple, and we need 7 to play. crap la. i keeping asking but nobody want. ask them help me also refuse. i dunno what to do. turn out even i have to play myself. i hope all goes well tml.

k la i gonna go do my qt now. i'm really scared abt the rugby thing tml. hai.

i'm free? not really.

2006-07-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over. phew. what a relieve. math paper td. i didn't do well for it. leave so many blanks here and there. and i left a 7mark qn black. how clever can i get? haha. dunno how to do la. the qn was abt smth which i wanted to ask my teacher abt the last time but in the end too lazy to do it. well well. guess it turned back around to bite me instead huh? call it karma. haha. had my chinese oral td as well. quite ok i guess. just that i kept stumbling on the passage cuz there were so many words i dunno how to read. and cuz i stumbled i kept repeating myself and the wrong words again and again. haha. that's bad. but heck. it's chinese anw. haha.

aft the math paper td went to eat with the house comm pple. then we had meeting. the irony of being in house comm is i actually have to work. haha. can't slack through unlike in sec sch. leave everything to sc to settle and when it'd done just tell me (as in the ava) what they need. so easy. u plan, i do. but not now. everybody have to do smth. well i chose this path, and there's no way out now. not like i don't enjoy it though. racial harmony coming up. i'm scared. we can't afford to screw up.

guess what? td i overslept on the bus. not on the way to sch of cuz but on the way back. haha. fell aslp and when i woke up i was like 'where am i? oh 1 stop aft my home'. -.- can't believe it man. wanna overslp also let me overslp better la. like all the way i dun mind man. just have to wake up 1 stop aft disrupt my slp and i have to alight. -.- i was too tired la. anyhows, i alighted, was too lazy to walk home so i decided to sit there and wait the the bus back instead. i use bus concession anw. haha.

gonna get back my chem paper tml and bio paper on thurs. dat's all i know. hope i do well for them. i can't wait for the nxt hols. i know it's like hols just ended but i really dun wanna go to sch. not really not going to sch but i just wanna have a day or two where i have totally no responsibilities. no studies. no project. no nth. just slack through knowing i don't have to care abt anything. and nth's gonna happen cuz of it. no consequences. haha. i know this day will come, 1 year and 4 mths ltr. unless i suay got enlisted at december into army. hope not. i dun wanna miss christmas.

abrupt ending once again, but bye. i can't wait for this week to end. but then again. nxt week's worse.. i think.

i'm. happy. i'm. sad. i'm irritated.

2006-07-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

what a final. i'm totally speechless abt it.

Irritated - i woke up at 3.01am just when the second half started. not because i forgot it was at 2am this time. but because i overslept. lie down on my bed at around 1.30 like dat thinking "ok close my eyes rest little while". who knows i rest all the way till first half and half time finished. i was freaking irritated with myself when i woke up. and to think i missed the only 2 goals. not that second half onwards boring, but i wanted to see goals! curse you devil. FREAKING IRRITATED.

Happy - obviously because italy won.
Sad - obviously because france lost.

saw the first half highlights just now on tv. at first b4 i saw it thought italy win 'ok la i'm happy'. but after seeing the highlights i felt italy deserved to win. haha. thay played really well. pirlo was fabulous, his delivery. their set-pieces were really good. they could have gone ahead by a few goals if not for foul and the crossbar. haha. i'm ok with france losing la. like elaine said, someone has to lose. but why does it have to end dat way? with zidane getting sent off. when watching i was like 'zidane why the hell did u do that? why the hell did u go headbutt materazzi? i mean u're playing for a last time and u want to win the cup why the freaking hell did u do that for?' i just sat there on my bed stunned when i saw the replay. totally sense for a great. i wanted to do a figo and zidane tribute sometime ltr here but after what he's done. i dun wanna do it le. haha. hai.

gtg study again. i can't wait for tml to end. last paper. math. sick of studying. below are photos. enjoy. =D

zidane scores his cheeky penalty. lucky it went over the line.

materazzi towers above vierra to score.

senseless headbutt earns him this red card. sad it may be but the ref made the right decision.

bye zidane. he can't even come out to collect his silver medal. i dunno what he's thinking.

ITALY - WORLD CHAMPIONS! you deserved it. =D

Marcello Lippi lifting the cup. congrats.

what. a. dread.

2006-07-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

it bro ian's bday today. haha. and it gonna be wallace's bday in like 7mins time? by the time i finish typing this it'll be his bday le. haha. nv reali got to know bro ian though he was our previous cg leader. and i doubt he knows i'm in his zone. haha. but nvm la. can see that he really puts in a lot of effort for all the cgs he's in charge off and dunno why i love his bs classes. (though he only gave me once b4) haha. so happy bday bro ian! may all yr wishes come true and cont to be such a wonderful leader in our zone. =D

germany won portugal in the third placing match. haha. expected la. i don't expect them to lose anw. but kudos to portugal. they really played good football in the first 15mins of the match. haha. then dunno why start giving germany so many freekicks, but none went in the net. -.- first half was so boring, and it didn't help that i was tired too from staying up. haha. so i set alarm for 2nd half and slept in front of the tv. haha. crap right. 2nd was also boring..until schweinsteiger scored. totally mad man. out of nowhere he pop 2 goals out. and created an own goal. u can say he scored all 3 lor. haha. and oliver kahn was incredible la. i thought portugal sure wanna fight back already. the match will finally start becoming exciting already. but after a while realised that there was no way pass oliver kahn. except..by the wonder cross by luis figo of course. haha.

ok it's wallace's bday le. happy bday to him! =D

i'm totally sick of studying man. what a dread. when all my friends are enjoying themselves i still have to, guess what? study. Crap. with a big capital ' C '. i'm quite sad cause if not for exams i could have gone to marche to eat with the jc cluster pple today. everyone of them finished their exams le except for me. well cuz i'm the only siant to join pos. and thanks to the accident i couldn't take part in it. just my luck. i got totally depressed when i had to quit halfway because i couldn't cont training lor. hai. nxt year la, if my studies permits it. from our cg ginny went, baoying need to complete her project couldn't go, merrill got smth on couldn't go, and me.. you know it. jc cluster!!! i really wanna get tgth with them again. i miss perez. i miss xiaoting. i miss shenglong. i miss annabel. i miss... everyone.

b4 annabel left and b4 i got into the accident.

jc cluster. i could have been wearing that costume.

well abt 90mins more till the world cup finals. gonna go do my qt now. will update on the match tml morning.

bye.

france won! yeah!

2006-07-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

saw this on samantha's blog. her's was hilarious. haha. so i'm gonna try it as well. you try it too! =D

Here's the deal:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

And there you have it.
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How am i feeling today?
Moonlight Shadow (??)

Will i get far in life?
Voice of truth (this is bad..)

How do my friends see me?
My boo (yeah!)

Where will i get married?
When i'm with you (does that mean anywhere with you?)

What is my best friend's theme song?
Who i am hates who i've been (wow. what a friend i have.)

What is the story of my life?
Colourblind (wth?!)

What is/was high school like?
Disappear (i guess that's bad huh?)

How can i get ahead in life?
Runaway (errrr. ok~)

What is the best thing about me?
This love (woo. =)

What is today going to be like?
Don't stay (does that mean i'll have to leave? to where?!?!)

What's in stored for you this weekend?
Rumors (goodness. i've nth to say.)

What song describe my parents(s)?
Here i go again (HAHA. can i change it to here i nag again?)

To describe my grandparents?
Catch your wave (cool!)

How is my life going?
Truely madly deeply (HAHAHA. i rock.)

What song will they play at my funeral?
Don't wanna try (what?!?!?!)

How does the world see me?
I believe (i believe that's smth good?)

Will i have a happy life?
Feeling this (...)

What do my friends really think of me?
Geek in the pick (WTH?!?! MUST IT BE PINK?!?!)

Do people secretly lust after me?
Predictable (errrr. is that yes or no?)

How can i make myself happy?
Like toy soldiers (i'll take that as to like toy soldiers rather than to be like toy soldiers)

What should i do with my life?
Missing (huh?)

Will i ever have children?
Life is wonderful (i presume that's a yes. haha)
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ok. i guess that went out quite... ok didn't it. geek in the pink. -.- anw, FRANCE WON. WOOHOO! watched the match. it was great. thuram was totally beyond himself. the french defense won the match for them. literally the great white wall of france man. left that the only weakness at the back was abidal. keep losing concentration and losing the ball. lucky portugal nv exploit that. haha. the ref was good too. v consistent. only a few mistakes here and there, like there should have been a france freekick for a foul on ribery. haha. he didn't get tricked by all the dives the portuguese did. it was so fake man. watch the replays and u can laugh. they jump themselves and land ' piah ' on the ground. " FOUL!". really dumb la. thank God ref good nv give. if not there could be like 3 portugal penalties in the match. haha.

ok i shall leave you now with photos. gonna have my lunch and go study. math! last paper! yeah. enjoy! =D

zidane scores from the spot. yeah! ricardo beaten! =D

from point blank. figo's header should have gone in. but lucky it didn't. haha.

what a moment. the two greats embracing.

it's still sad to see figo go. that's the last time we'll see this two play together. obrigado figo. thank you for such wonderful football over the years. =D

ITALY WON! WOOHOO!

2006-07-05T13:08:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO! ITALY WON! ITALY WON! ITALY WON!

DEL PIERO! GROSSO! THEY SCORED! THEY FINALLY SCORED! haha. i'm freaking happy now. ITALY IS THE FINALS! GERMANY IS OUT! haha. italy really came to life during extra time man. or i should say. italy Literally Liberated Life (notice the ' L' s). haha. i should have watched the match. thought i would be too tired for my chem paper if i watched ytd night but come to think of it now, i think i would have done better if i had watched it. crap. haha. nvm. as long as they win. i'm happy. =D

france-portugal match tonight. tml i no sch. no excuse for me to miss the match le. haha. france is gonna win. france is gonna win. france-italy match. the realisation of the world cup dream man. haha. i really don't want either one to lose. but at the same time i want both of them to be in the finals. haha. crap. thierry henry. zinedine zidane. totti. del piero. i can't wait for monday morning. oh yeah.

no choice but let's end this with a sad note. td's chem paper was ok, or i can say even easy. i could do almost all of the qns. but something just have to screw up doesn't it? i finished my paper. went back to the qns i didn't know how to do., then started checking. guess what? i found a mistake, picked up my pen, looked at the clock, then ms sunarfa said " time's up. students please stop writing. " -.- literally last second. i knew what my mistake was. forgot to multiply by 10. so my ans the percent was 1-point-something instead of the correct 11-point-something. so i lost abt 4 marks? crap. Double Crap.

here are pics from the match. enjoy. =D

that should have gone in. btw ballack look like a wooden block who's not moving. haha.

GROSSO SCORES!

and he celebrates.

The Last Kick of the match. DEL PIERO SCORES!

and he celebrates.

poor germany. try harder nxt time.

ballack crying. i feel sorry for him though. =\

done with bio and gp.

2006-07-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

2 papers down, 2 more to go. chem tml. math nxt tues. hai.

gp was ok. for essay i did the qn 1. which was " Development is the sole cause for the demise of the planet. How far do you agree? " then compre was rather simple. but simple doesn't mean good grades huh? sometimes i feel paper simple but still didn't get good results. probably because the paper was too chim for me to understand. haha. bio was also ok, though i didn't manage to finish the paper. left 30mins. still have 1 structured qn and 1 essay not done. then i realised i should start on my essay. no more time left. so i did. completed my essay, but no time to finish dat one last structured qn. and it's quite a lot of marks. sad. i knew how to do it!

chem tml. no mood to study. but still have to la. just 2 more papers. can't give up.

td is esther's bday. happy birthday esther! i knew esther from 1st 3 months in mj. same og - sargas 6, same class - s210. haha. s210 forever! i miss the guys there. oh how i envy her. exams finish le, and apparently td she got hol. dunno why. haha.

abrupt ending. but bye.

england lost! haha.

2006-07-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

i shall repeat that. england lost! haha. actually i have nth against them la. not that i dun like them. i just dun like Sven-Goran Eriksson. haha. old fag. ops. i'm glad he's gone. i can see england standing a CHANCE to win the nxt world cup now. haha. to those ronaldo haters out there now. why blame him? he's just doing what everyone does now anw. i mean in soccer now who wouldn't want to get someone in the opposing team sent off. personally i feel rooney really didn't step on carvalho groin on purpose. but the ref sent him off anw. like it or not it should be the ref's fault for getting influenced. ronaldo played well. and u should have seen his face when he took the last penalty. so cocky and arrogant. but i loved it. was laughing like mad when i saw his face that night. haha.

brazil lost (glen i spelt it correctly now =D). well i didn't expect it but heck. i like france too. italy will beat germany, and france will beat portugal. italy-france final. who'll win? i dunno. i like both teams.

tml marks the start of my main papers le. gp and bio tml. i'm scared. i'm taking my first bio exam tml. in case u dunno. i didn't take bio during my sec days. i took physics, and it sucked. haha. i really studied a lot for bio this hols. ltr i study it again, it'll be the third time i'm going through bio. hope that it's enough. and gp. i don't fail actually i'm quite happy le. didn't do well for my past practice papers. people. pray for me ya? i can get good results! =D

andy just change this blog skin. go check it out. haha. he sent me a similar one just now. also abt Psalms 23. mayb i'll go chg to dat someday. but for now, i'm sticking to this. i like it now this way. simple and nice. =D

from the england-portugal match. here are a few pics. =D

that must have hurt huh carvalho? haha. ouch.

see what i mean? look at that face. love it. =D

screw. it.

2006-07-01T10:17:00.000+08:00

crap. total crap. i was so so sure argentina was going to win the match, but they lost 4-2 on penalties in the end. CRAP. personally i feft that the coach lost the match for them. last 20mins or so, when argentina was 1 up, i was thinking.. keeper injured earlier, had to sub him off. left 2. then the coach went to sub off riquelme as well. of all people, he chose to take off riquelme. then he took crespo off too. i cant believe it. literally no more attack. dumb. downright dumb. leave the last sub till the end play safe la. i mean how u know germany won't equalise? and guess what. they did. all defense still can let in one goal. i'd rather they attack. and to think the cross came from an injured ballack. CRAP. and jens lehmann won the match for germany. germany wasn't at their best. ballack was struggling even to walk during extra time. i didn't want te match to go into penalties. it's jens lehmann. JENS LEHMANN. he's good ok. and what did argentina have? L FRANCO. i've nv even heard of him before. i getting angry just typing this. CRAP.

fine. argentina won't beat germany. i guess it's up to italy then. i don't fancy a brasil-germany final. and it's not like portugal or england's gonna get through anw. i just can't see them beat brasil. and neither do i think france's gonna win. brasil-italy final. that's it.

my printer just won't seem to work. ok i know it's about 6-8 years old. but still.. forget it.

gonna go study chem now. ltr going bs, then sv. thank God monday is youth day. can study. haha. happy birthday feng qun! =D

ronaldo is still ronaldo.

2006-06-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

look at the sky above. can u see the faint outline of a cross? took this pic from my house window. haha. i only noticed the cross thingy after i took the pic. cool huh.

i have to salute ghana for getting that far. but it's just not meant to be la. they have to beat brasil to advance. impossible feat. look at the video. just look at how ronaldo moves. ya he's a bit more on the flabby side now. but ronaldo is still ronaldo. you cant just get rid off the Phenomenon with just a few kilos. i love the first goal. look at how the moves. the way he drops his shoulders and does his stepover. beautiful. he could literally walk the ball into the goal if not for the defenders pressuring him. try harder nxt time ghana. and to you too australia. good job. u can be proud of yrself.

don't think i'll be going sch tml. all the practicals tml chg to tutorials. might as well stay at home and study. 4 more days to CTs. i'm beginning to feel afraid. haha.